a glass case of emotional and financial burdens
I feel free. I feel scared. I feel excited. I feel... overwhelmed. To say that what is going on inside of me is anything less than a hurricane of emotions would probably be dramatic but close... close to describing all the thoughts and feelings swirling chaotically inside of me.
I left him. I left that man that I so desired to keep. For mostly selfish reasons. Freedom: Sexually, spiritually, emotionally. Because I'm too greedy to only want one. Too selfish to settle and accept that most others only want one too.
So I'll float around instead, teasing, coaxing, crushing, loving, sexing, then leaving. Always leaving. To go somewhere else. Wherever that may be. With whomever that be until the day someone teases, coaxes, crushes, loves, sexes and then finally leaves me... and I'll be burned only to be re-born again.
How exciting life and death are....
Now if only I can survive my financial decisions.
I left him. I left that man that I so desired to keep. For mostly selfish reasons. Freedom: Sexually, spiritually, emotionally. Because I'm too greedy to only want one. Too selfish to settle and accept that most others only want one too.
So I'll float around instead, teasing, coaxing, crushing, loving, sexing, then leaving. Always leaving. To go somewhere else. Wherever that may be. With whomever that be until the day someone teases, coaxes, crushes, loves, sexes and then finally leaves me... and I'll be burned only to be re-born again.
How exciting life and death are....
Now if only I can survive my financial decisions.