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Hmm...I'm on fall break and have nothing to do. I think I should have gone on vacation, but I do not know where...
I'm also going crazy. I have a friend, Austin, I've never met him before. We've been talking online for 4 and ahalf years. He's been there when everyone else has gone away. He's there to help me up when I fall. He's the one that has been there, the one I could count on. Except when I had a boyfriend for 2 months and he got pissed at me and we did not talk. I loved his jealousy, but it also tore me up inside. He tells me my stories are pointless, but I just keep telling them to him. I'd love to do nothing but lay with him for hours on end and snuggle up in his arms. I don't understand why God puts people in our lives that we can not be with. Perhaps it is my fault for getting to close, for trusting...I do not know. I can honestly say I am in love with him. And that's it for now...it's too late to go on.
Should have gone on Vacation. I know.
I'm also going crazy. I have a friend, Austin, I've never met him before. We've been talking online for 4 and ahalf years. He's been there when everyone else has gone away. He's there to help me up when I fall. He's the one that has been there, the one I could count on. Except when I had a boyfriend for 2 months and he got pissed at me and we did not talk. I loved his jealousy, but it also tore me up inside. He tells me my stories are pointless, but I just keep telling them to him. I'd love to do nothing but lay with him for hours on end and snuggle up in his arms. I don't understand why God puts people in our lives that we can not be with. Perhaps it is my fault for getting to close, for trusting...I do not know. I can honestly say I am in love with him. And that's it for now...it's too late to go on.
Should have gone on Vacation. I know.