I don't get people.
So as of late I've felt completely out of place and out of touch with reality. The one person I actually do stuff with is movin on Friday, which sucks for me. I've neglected all my other friends for some time, I've become that person I always despised. But at the same time I feel myself falling deep into the hole that I was in about 4 years ago. Where the only people I had contact with lived hours away and I only knew them through an internet connection...and theyve become the only friends I have. Yet they will always be there, at least until they find that thing called life.
I've recently come in contact with one of these "online" people from 4 years ago. The story goes that we were super close, he went off to college and pretty much pretended like I didn't exist. Now he is done with college and lives in Southern California, way closer than Indiana. He made a big deal about talking to me and telling me that he lives in SoCal. Not to my suprise I think the only thing he wants is a piece of ass. That's all he talks about no matter what I tell him, I've changed I'm not who I was 4 years ago. I remember we used to talk about lots of other stuff, mostly sports. Now he just wants to talk about boning all the time, thinking that telling me he's fucked 9 girls is somehow going to impress me. Not only that but he's sure I'm not a good fuck and he feels the need to degrade me. I don't understand if he's trying to get in my pants then why would he be so negative. Or maybe I'm the one who is trying to keep a dead friendship up?
I keep seeing all my ex's and it's kind of weird, they pop up or call at the most unexpected times and I dont' even understand why...doesn't make any sense. That's it for now.
I've recently come in contact with one of these "online" people from 4 years ago. The story goes that we were super close, he went off to college and pretty much pretended like I didn't exist. Now he is done with college and lives in Southern California, way closer than Indiana. He made a big deal about talking to me and telling me that he lives in SoCal. Not to my suprise I think the only thing he wants is a piece of ass. That's all he talks about no matter what I tell him, I've changed I'm not who I was 4 years ago. I remember we used to talk about lots of other stuff, mostly sports. Now he just wants to talk about boning all the time, thinking that telling me he's fucked 9 girls is somehow going to impress me. Not only that but he's sure I'm not a good fuck and he feels the need to degrade me. I don't understand if he's trying to get in my pants then why would he be so negative. Or maybe I'm the one who is trying to keep a dead friendship up?
I keep seeing all my ex's and it's kind of weird, they pop up or call at the most unexpected times and I dont' even understand why...doesn't make any sense. That's it for now.