Jun 03, 2009 20:54
1.
I fell asleep after watching “The Hostel II” with you, woke up in a dream with a butcher chopping up an obese man inside a dark, rotted-out wooden shed: the light came through the slats in brilliant rays, the oversized knife cutting up the body into a grid of flesh partitioned into perfect red, white and whiter cubes over and over again. Why was I there?
2.
Yesterday I had a conversation about an allergy putting a loved one in the hospital--years prior I lived this conversation in a dream. I want to believe that this is not déjà vu but that these moments are a higher power letting me know I’m making the right decisions in life and am right where I’m supposed to be.
3.
With you next to me, I dreamt of beating off a rabid pit bull with my small hands, of being burned, crushed and killed. Where were you?