thinking about it makes it corruptive.
so its almost 1am. What am I am doing? Anything/everything other than studying biochem. Gah, I knew I should have gone to the library. 5 lectures to go through, with avg of 50 slides in each lecture. Much to memorize.
Including this week, there are only 3 weeks left total. Finals are just a step away. I'm ready to be finished with this semester. I already have a mental picture of how the end game will be. My goal for the semester was shattered a long time ago. I'm still kinda down on that. I want to say it was impossible, but it really wasn't. Impossible or not, it didn't matter. The same factor always influences the results, except for calculus. That's a whole other demon to contend with. But it doesn't really matter. There's not much a semester or two can do to improve upon 4 years worth of credits. At least its almost over; just one more semester and then off to more school-though I feel tired of school.
I have a picture of how the next 4 years will be. Won't be easy for sure. A good strong chance I won't be in calif; 1 out of 6, maybe 7 or 8. And that kinda worries me. That opens a whole new bag of stuff to work out, but I guess I'll wait and see what happens before worrying about that mess. I got my pcat scores back. I must say, it kinda relieved some of my nerves. Hopefully itll be enough.
Since I want to get some sleep,
To be continued..
Including this week, there are only 3 weeks left total. Finals are just a step away. I'm ready to be finished with this semester. I already have a mental picture of how the end game will be. My goal for the semester was shattered a long time ago. I'm still kinda down on that. I want to say it was impossible, but it really wasn't. Impossible or not, it didn't matter. The same factor always influences the results, except for calculus. That's a whole other demon to contend with. But it doesn't really matter. There's not much a semester or two can do to improve upon 4 years worth of credits. At least its almost over; just one more semester and then off to more school-though I feel tired of school.
I have a picture of how the next 4 years will be. Won't be easy for sure. A good strong chance I won't be in calif; 1 out of 6, maybe 7 or 8. And that kinda worries me. That opens a whole new bag of stuff to work out, but I guess I'll wait and see what happens before worrying about that mess. I got my pcat scores back. I must say, it kinda relieved some of my nerves. Hopefully itll be enough.
Since I want to get some sleep,
To be continued..