*Public Service Announcement*

[spyre]

Just so everyone is aware, the last entry was geared toward a majority of the people I've come across in the last several months. The entry did not apply to certain people- good friends that have stuck by me through thick and thin, and you know who you are. I love you guys. I'm not apologizing for anything I've written, I stand by it all. Everyone

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Re: Not so Public...

[anonymous]

Belive me, sir, you're speaking to an over-analyst that considered all the effects visiting David would have. I know you're the mind the buisness that is your own type lending intervention to those close to you with discretion, and I want you to know that my intent last Thursday was not malicious. I visited him because I finally reached a point in my life where I can hold up a finger and say, "My god, you see that? That's progress!" I was finally able to shake the shit that had been holding me back for the last six months- grieving, seperation anxiety, lack of a job, heath concerns...
and was left with what i had felt so strongly during the year and a half I was together with your nephew. You know, the big L word.
Per my agreement with the parental units, I have completed a year at JCC and I'm supposed to be receiving a college education elsewhere in the fall. My wishes had always been that I go to Western and currently the diliberations about sending me to a university are going on and I wanted to know where he and I stood then and where we could possibly stand in the future. I don't know how David has been behaving since i went out there, but i'm hoping with everything in me that my visit didn't effect him negatively. I gritted my teeth and endured some self-injury while out there and on the way back to podunk Jackson... In a nutshell, I missed him. I still miss him. But don't think I'm throwing caution to the wind... Thank you for voicing your concern.