hmmmm...
been thinking.
not so much: who am i?
but more: what the hell am I going to do?
for the most part, I am satisfied. I am going to school, i am doing cool things, and what not. but what am I to do when that is gone? and it will be.
I feel like a child. still looking to grow up, and it will alll magically work out, even though i know it won't.
while I feel like a child, I think about children, and know I am not one. because I not only have an answer, but I am pretty happy with it. these things I am committed to. whatever they may be, that is my answer. I am not talking halfassed faux-commitment, or anything like that. but real commitment.
thinking about it like that made me feel a little better.
The question before the table is: just what the hell do you take seriously? I am actually pretty curious about how other people would answer this...
In other new: I am once again trying to get a job in the scene shop, but I have this nagging feeling that it is going to fall through again, but we will see.
I made some neat sculptures this semester. at least, two of them are really cool. the third, not so much, but is still ok.
I learned about field video production, and video production in general.
I was a little (lots) crazy for a while this semester. then I realized how incredibly dumb i was being, and eventually refocused back where I should have been. we are yet to see how well that actually turns out.
Scout is dumb, and mean, and destroying my cat's fragile spirit.
I could probably think of more to say, but I won't, cause i am tired. i have to go christmas shopping tomorrow.
not so much: who am i?
but more: what the hell am I going to do?
for the most part, I am satisfied. I am going to school, i am doing cool things, and what not. but what am I to do when that is gone? and it will be.
I feel like a child. still looking to grow up, and it will alll magically work out, even though i know it won't.
while I feel like a child, I think about children, and know I am not one. because I not only have an answer, but I am pretty happy with it. these things I am committed to. whatever they may be, that is my answer. I am not talking halfassed faux-commitment, or anything like that. but real commitment.
thinking about it like that made me feel a little better.
The question before the table is: just what the hell do you take seriously? I am actually pretty curious about how other people would answer this...
In other new: I am once again trying to get a job in the scene shop, but I have this nagging feeling that it is going to fall through again, but we will see.
I made some neat sculptures this semester. at least, two of them are really cool. the third, not so much, but is still ok.
I learned about field video production, and video production in general.
I was a little (lots) crazy for a while this semester. then I realized how incredibly dumb i was being, and eventually refocused back where I should have been. we are yet to see how well that actually turns out.
Scout is dumb, and mean, and destroying my cat's fragile spirit.
I could probably think of more to say, but I won't, cause i am tired. i have to go christmas shopping tomorrow.