Re: if you have time....spylaApril 28 2004, 09:37:10 UTC
Hmmmm alrite. Well yes I do make music. Its a huge passion of mine that drives me insane, only because I love it though. I also use reason a lot! I am hoping to do my vocals too ASAP but im waitin on saving money for a digidesign 001 and Pro Tools.
I dont mind if you analze me. Someone should do it, since I havent lately.
The spy thing originated back when I was a little girl, I saw myself as a spy, or more as an observer of my life and the world and people around me. As I grew older it never left me, and I have always considered myself a spy. Ive never astral projected so far that I could do something like that. I am still teaching myself to astral project, Ive only had a few out of body experieces, not purposeful but since I was little as well. I know I can do it, just have to figure out how. Id love to somehow see if I was a spy in my past life. As for philosophies...... Im not sure where I stand with all that. Theres so many theories or ideas that can all be true or not be true. No one really knows. I just believe in doing what I love and being true to myself (ive been disappointing myself lately though) and whereever I go will be fine with me. I was baptised a catholic and gone to all those christian, lutheran churhes, I dont know if I believe in all that, especially the bible and those stories, I dont know. Its not important to me. I also know that people who are mean to animals will lead a horrible afterlife, good thing too. I believe in karma.
Re: if you have time....snipervelocityApril 28 2004, 10:27:53 UTC
I too have been a part of "the whole spy thing" since i was a kid... James bond was my hero and it stuck with me ever since. it is my sincerest passion to explore things that make me feel like i am feuling that part of myself. i love abandoned places and am known to take jobs that would put me in one. for example, while i was in ohio, i worked for an illegit demolitions company that was razing a concrete factory that was built in 1901. the most erotic experiance for me was to stand on a catwalk (the kind that has grating one can see through) which was in a building that was underground as i stared though five stories of these catwalks into pitch blackness. it would have been great work for black and white photography, but i couldnt sneak in my camera... despite the many attempts to do so.
i was baptised a christian, but have since denounced that organized religeon to move on to study metaphysics and the wiccan beliefs. this spirituality has led me to great things in my life... places i know i was meant to be (not only physically, but mentally as well). it was one of the best decisions i have ever made in my life.
as per my past lives, i remember quite a few of them die to dreams and regression. i dont feel comfortable talking about them here... perhaps later in an email.
music is my life. it is the way that i speak. i make industrial/electronic music. i could easily be compared to massive attack or pulse legion.
truely... it is a pleasure knowing that such a random encounter brings many tithings of knowledge of someone who walks a common ground... as i have said so many times...
"the deeper into the abyss one goes, the less people they see."
Re: if you have time....spylaApril 28 2004, 10:35:57 UTC
Nice. Wicca has always fascinated me. Maybe you can tell me more about how you practice it someday. I read a bunch of books on it but never got into actually doing it. Maybe because I had no one else to do it with me, although it was fun to try little spells and things by myself. I make a lot of trip hop, dnb, idm, I love industrial and I like to add those kinds of elements into my music. I also like making pretty much any kind of electronic music, depends on what I feel like doing. Right now im workin on breaks. I love Massive Attack :)
"the deeper into the abyss one goes, the less people they see."
haha that quote is so me, it seems like the more I become myself, the less friends I have, not that it matters, I just realize who I dont want in my life or who I need in my life and why.
Maybe you can tell me more about your past lives in an email, id love to hear, and if you have any advice about astral projection for me too here is my email: spybabygirl@yahoo.com
I dont mind if you analze me. Someone should do it, since I havent lately.
The spy thing originated back when I was a little girl, I saw myself as a spy, or more as an observer of my life and the world and people around me. As I grew older it never left me, and I have always considered myself a spy. Ive never astral projected so far that I could do something like that. I am still teaching myself to astral project, Ive only had a few out of body experieces, not purposeful but since I was little as well. I know I can do it, just have to figure out how. Id love to somehow see if I was a spy in my past life.
As for philosophies...... Im not sure where I stand with all that. Theres so many theories or ideas that can all be true or not be true. No one really knows. I just believe in doing what I love and being true to myself (ive been disappointing myself lately though) and whereever I go will be fine with me. I was baptised a catholic and gone to all those christian, lutheran churhes, I dont know if I believe in all that, especially the bible and those stories, I dont know. Its not important to me. I also know that people who are mean to animals will lead a horrible afterlife, good thing too. I believe in karma.
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i was baptised a christian, but have since denounced that organized religeon to move on to study metaphysics and the wiccan beliefs. this spirituality has led me to great things in my life... places i know i was meant to be (not only physically, but mentally as well). it was one of the best decisions i have ever made in my life.
as per my past lives, i remember quite a few of them die to dreams and regression. i dont feel comfortable talking about them here... perhaps later in an email.
music is my life. it is the way that i speak. i make industrial/electronic music. i could easily be compared to massive attack or pulse legion.
truely... it is a pleasure knowing that such a random encounter brings many tithings of knowledge of someone who walks a common ground... as i have said so many times...
"the deeper into the abyss one goes, the less people they see."
to that, i say...
i see you... and would like to learn more.
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I make a lot of trip hop, dnb, idm, I love industrial and I like to add those kinds of elements into my music. I also like making pretty much any kind of electronic music, depends on what I feel like doing. Right now im workin on breaks. I love Massive Attack :)
"the deeper into the abyss one goes, the less people they see."
haha that quote is so me, it seems like the more I become myself, the less friends I have, not that it matters, I just realize who I dont want in my life or who I need in my life and why.
Maybe you can tell me more about your past lives in an email, id love to hear, and if you have any advice about astral projection for me too
here is my email:
spybabygirl@yahoo.com
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