Gulit, hospital bills, and a horrific lack of time.....
I am on my way to bed but I wanted to post something in here just to let you know I'm not dead.
The job hunt is just depressing. Honestly, there is no other way to put it.
For some reason I feel like school is slipping away from me this semester. Probably because I didn't have enough money to buy one of the books I needed.
Speaking of money I got a wonderful $450 hospital bill for a THROAT CULTURE. I have no idea why it cost that much. No more tests, no more doctors no more NOTHING unless it is a real emergency. I have insurance but with my luck at the moment, they won't cover the throat culture. Motherfucker.
Writing, oh ... what writing? Oh that story that I've been working on for over a year now? That one. I have no idea when it will be finished. I'm kind of on myself to finish it before I do anything else. But, honstely, folks my life is so crammed with my part time work at the limited, my 15 hour a week internship, two masters courses, homework for the courses, making sure I get to the gym 4 days a week, having time for friends and boyfriend - - I don't have time to write at all. Sometimes I wonder if I have what it takes to be a writer. Stephen King said, "if you can't find the time to write, you should consider another career." Not to mention my boundless insecurities with my grammar and whatnot.
oh and purplelev will be moving about 40 mins away from me which means seeing her will be even harder than it is now.
FML
The job hunt is just depressing. Honestly, there is no other way to put it.
For some reason I feel like school is slipping away from me this semester. Probably because I didn't have enough money to buy one of the books I needed.
Speaking of money I got a wonderful $450 hospital bill for a THROAT CULTURE. I have no idea why it cost that much. No more tests, no more doctors no more NOTHING unless it is a real emergency. I have insurance but with my luck at the moment, they won't cover the throat culture. Motherfucker.
Writing, oh ... what writing? Oh that story that I've been working on for over a year now? That one. I have no idea when it will be finished. I'm kind of on myself to finish it before I do anything else. But, honstely, folks my life is so crammed with my part time work at the limited, my 15 hour a week internship, two masters courses, homework for the courses, making sure I get to the gym 4 days a week, having time for friends and boyfriend - - I don't have time to write at all. Sometimes I wonder if I have what it takes to be a writer. Stephen King said, "if you can't find the time to write, you should consider another career." Not to mention my boundless insecurities with my grammar and whatnot.
oh and purplelev will be moving about 40 mins away from me which means seeing her will be even harder than it is now.
FML