A cinderella Story
Ya know though, I said that this thing would die when Jase and I gave up, so I am able to update this because we are still trying. I guess it's every lil' gurls dream to find their prince and be swept away on a white horse, but that doesn't always happen that way. Sometimes, our real prince is who we least expect it to be. Another thing is he may seem like a prince, but if he views you as a rag doll, a barbie doll, or a freakin' blow up doll...he's not the one.
Jase and I have been working on us for almost two years, we move forward and take at least five steps back. It sucks majorly because after we jump back we have so many issues with trust and understanding, but a bigger issue with communication. We will fight with each other over the lilest concept yet when it comes to admitting who's fault it is or was, neither of us will take the blame. Yet, no matter what happens, we still love and wanna be with each other. It's odd yet just completely understanding.
I guess you could say though, Im the type of gurl who believes in fairy tales and that one day rather my prince be Jase or someone else, they will come and sweep me away and give me the life that I yearn and dream about. "Never let the fear of striking out, keep you from playing the game." Meaning that life is short, and we can't be afraid of fucking up, if we fear everything then we have no idea of what we will miss out on. Life is full of opporunity and adventure, so sit back, strap in, relax and enjoy the ride on the highway of life.
As 2007 is approaching me, Im sitting in front of my computer pondering what this year will hold. I do know that Im hoping that it holds all good stuff. I will be starting my new corporate job with in the next few weeks, I screwed the last company that I worked for, but ya know they really deserved it. I know that in 2007, I am going to be taking more road trips, going out more, and having fun. Hell I was suposeta get married in May, maybe that will still happen, only father time knows.
I guess what it all comes down to is, sit back and let it come naturally. All is well ends well.
Hopefully I will get to update this again...if not happy 2007 to all...:)
Jase and I have been working on us for almost two years, we move forward and take at least five steps back. It sucks majorly because after we jump back we have so many issues with trust and understanding, but a bigger issue with communication. We will fight with each other over the lilest concept yet when it comes to admitting who's fault it is or was, neither of us will take the blame. Yet, no matter what happens, we still love and wanna be with each other. It's odd yet just completely understanding.
I guess you could say though, Im the type of gurl who believes in fairy tales and that one day rather my prince be Jase or someone else, they will come and sweep me away and give me the life that I yearn and dream about. "Never let the fear of striking out, keep you from playing the game." Meaning that life is short, and we can't be afraid of fucking up, if we fear everything then we have no idea of what we will miss out on. Life is full of opporunity and adventure, so sit back, strap in, relax and enjoy the ride on the highway of life.
As 2007 is approaching me, Im sitting in front of my computer pondering what this year will hold. I do know that Im hoping that it holds all good stuff. I will be starting my new corporate job with in the next few weeks, I screwed the last company that I worked for, but ya know they really deserved it. I know that in 2007, I am going to be taking more road trips, going out more, and having fun. Hell I was suposeta get married in May, maybe that will still happen, only father time knows.
I guess what it all comes down to is, sit back and let it come naturally. All is well ends well.
Hopefully I will get to update this again...if not happy 2007 to all...:)