Dec 13, 2005 01:35
Today was my last day of College until January!!! YESSSS!!!!! I have over a month to do anything that I wants..Im so excited! I just haven't decided what I am going to do while on vacation!
I relized something today, that being that everything in life is constantly changeing. It may not seem like it is, but deep down nothing never stays the same. Life is full of mysterious actions that lead us to believe something whenever it's really not there or even exist. Its sorta like a sense of feel. Ya know, that feeling when you see the most incrediable looking person that over takes your body and tricks your mind into believeing that you may actually have a go at that person. The part where you think your better then something that you will never be. It's like when I was growing up in high school, I was probably one of the most unpopular people because I had money and the fact that I let people walk all over me. In high school, I probably had like maybe 6 faithful friends, to which were all guys. To this day, those 6 guys still have my back but yet I have alot more friends and Im popular. It's disturbing but it's the truth!
The older a person gets, the more they realize that what other people think really doesn't matter because if a person changes to make another person happy, they need to be shot!
"Water not only can keep a ship afloat, but also can sink it!" When I got this in my fortune cookie, it reminded me of falling in love. Once you fall, your heart is like that boat, and at any point, it can be brought down, even if its something that youve done urself..It can still happen!