Am I more then you thought I'd be??
Well, today is Monday, and I get to see my family...YAY :( :( :( God I hate when my Auntie comes when my parents aren't here...because then it's all down hill for me..... She expects me to be something that Im not, and it bothers me. For example, my best friend works for direct TV, all though we are only friends, she's making a huge deal out of it as if we were dateing or getting married! Im like, HELLO!!! Im engaged to Jase, besides I couldn't marry my best friend, she's like well, your 23 you need to do something. *rolls eyes*
That pisses me off more then ne thing, just because im not like her son, who is now divorced and has a kid, doesn't mean that Im not going to go thru that stage of marriage and kids...Which my kids names will be...Gurl= Krisalyn Jade.....Boy= Kody James....I know aren't they adoreable?!?!
Its like, no matter what I set out to succeed in, I always get knocked right back down to where I have to struggle to get back on my feet. That really bothers me to no end, because I know what I am capable of doing, and I know what I want to do, so leave me alone and let me do it my way. Everyone is different and each of us are unique because we all keep different skills, meaning that sometimes we will fail, but we often overcome failure and become a success. Even if we don't succeed, we learn a valuable lesson which makes us a winner.
Im tired of judgemental people too, that something else thats been bothering me lately. It's like everyone that I have ran accross lately, judges you by your job, and how much money you make. Thats ridiculous!!!!!! Im sorry, but just because I don't make 100 grand a year doesn't mean that Im not a good person. It's a conspiracy, I swear. People really know how to piss in my cherios and ruin my day! I mean, my cousin is a great example of this. He's always throwing his successes and his perfect lil' girlfriend up in my face. Just because Im not like her, but yet Im going to a higher crediental college then she is attending...Whats wrong with this picture?!?!? Obviously, I obtain a higher intelligent level and Im more successful..don't ya think?!?
Okay, the more Im writing the more agitated Im becomeing so Im going to end this and go play in traffic or something.....GRRR...I hate people!!!!
BTW, THIS IS MY NEW THEME OF LIFE::
And you can trust me not to think
And not to sleep around
If you don't expect too much from me
You might not be let down
That pisses me off more then ne thing, just because im not like her son, who is now divorced and has a kid, doesn't mean that Im not going to go thru that stage of marriage and kids...Which my kids names will be...Gurl= Krisalyn Jade.....Boy= Kody James....I know aren't they adoreable?!?!
Its like, no matter what I set out to succeed in, I always get knocked right back down to where I have to struggle to get back on my feet. That really bothers me to no end, because I know what I am capable of doing, and I know what I want to do, so leave me alone and let me do it my way. Everyone is different and each of us are unique because we all keep different skills, meaning that sometimes we will fail, but we often overcome failure and become a success. Even if we don't succeed, we learn a valuable lesson which makes us a winner.
Im tired of judgemental people too, that something else thats been bothering me lately. It's like everyone that I have ran accross lately, judges you by your job, and how much money you make. Thats ridiculous!!!!!! Im sorry, but just because I don't make 100 grand a year doesn't mean that Im not a good person. It's a conspiracy, I swear. People really know how to piss in my cherios and ruin my day! I mean, my cousin is a great example of this. He's always throwing his successes and his perfect lil' girlfriend up in my face. Just because Im not like her, but yet Im going to a higher crediental college then she is attending...Whats wrong with this picture?!?!? Obviously, I obtain a higher intelligent level and Im more successful..don't ya think?!?
Okay, the more Im writing the more agitated Im becomeing so Im going to end this and go play in traffic or something.....GRRR...I hate people!!!!
BTW, THIS IS MY NEW THEME OF LIFE::
And you can trust me not to think
And not to sleep around
If you don't expect too much from me
You might not be let down