Im tired of people talking all this shit about me.....
Today marks my grandma's 72nd birthday, all though she wasn't here to celebrate, my mom and aunts and I celebrated for her. I took three peach roses and put on her....she always deserved the best.....
I have done alotta thinking the past few days, and I have never loved any guy as much as I do Jase. Yet there are times in my life that I feel like I bring him more pain then I do happiness and that I need to let him go. I can't let him go, because if I do then I have nothing. He means the world to me, he has stolen my heart, my soul and all my love. I can't wait until we get to say I do....
He's truely the only reason that Im still alive. It's just unreal because I never thought that I could love anybody that much. Im truely thankful that I get to spend the rest of my time with Jase....:)
Really nothing else is going on, Im just thinking entirely to damn much. Sometimes wondering how Jase really feels all though deep down inside I know this!!!!!
Love u Jase!
I have done alotta thinking the past few days, and I have never loved any guy as much as I do Jase. Yet there are times in my life that I feel like I bring him more pain then I do happiness and that I need to let him go. I can't let him go, because if I do then I have nothing. He means the world to me, he has stolen my heart, my soul and all my love. I can't wait until we get to say I do....
He's truely the only reason that Im still alive. It's just unreal because I never thought that I could love anybody that much. Im truely thankful that I get to spend the rest of my time with Jase....:)
Really nothing else is going on, Im just thinking entirely to damn much. Sometimes wondering how Jase really feels all though deep down inside I know this!!!!!
Love u Jase!