Have you ever felt alone in a crowded room?
So, yeah, I dont know what to write. Didnt take my pee test this morning, I couldnt go. So I have to go back tomorrow morning and try again *gag* I like my p.o. though, shes nice. Hopefuly everything will work out alright and I'll make it to November and get off this damn probation. I feel like such a bad person, being on probation, but I'm not. Im jsut stupid and make dumb mistakes...and I think Im cursed.
Oh wow, my shower this afternoon was orgasmic to say the least. Showers always make me feel better. I dunno, I just feel like it's washing away all the ucky-ness of the day. Mmm..two thumbs up for showers!!!
I still dont know what to do about B. I feel bad for feeling the way I do, but on the other hand I dont think me (or Alaina) is wrong in this situation. Why should it be fair for Brennan to spend all his free time at MY house (and bring his fling to STAY there for a week, A FUCKING WEEK!!! Without asking permission first, might I add) and not have to pay for it?!?! Nothing comes free and Im struggling, and have been for *thinks* almost nine monthes now to keep that house. Its not fair that we bust our asses for the freedom that living on your own brings and Brennan can just get it becasue hes Brennan. Aint happening, Jack. He's either gonna PAY to live there and be treated as a family member, or hes not and hes going to be treated like a friend...who goes home. I love Brennan with all my heart and if I could afford for him to stay there for free, I would. But I CANT afford it, none of us can, so somethings gotta give.... Why do I have a feeling this is gonna go down badly???
That stalker guy just gets creepier and creepier. Quit watching our house!!! Your wierding us out!! Ok, wierding us out more than you did when you first showed up at our door with my adorable dog. We dont owe you anything, so leave us along, buddy. That, or get a life.
I think one of these fuckers near me just farted!!! Damn you, computer lab!!!!
I had like, four different people tell me today at work that my voice was sweet/cute/pleasing/adorable. So I've decided on a new profession....
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I think I'd be damn good at it! lol "Oh, baby, oh baby, oh baby, OH!!!" See? Like a pro...
My problem is I need weiner and I need it soon...Okay, strike that, I WANT a relationship, but Id settle for some weiner O_o It's been an eternity and Im not the one for flings or anything, but my sex drive is like...full(?) and I need to "release some tension" and soon.
Why couldnt I be a guy? Id beat my meat (oh what a commandment of the English language I have, huh?) all the time. It's just harder for girls and frankly, not something I'm into. Not that anyone wants to know that....
Okay, so now that Ive talked about the stalker, Brennan, my shower, someone farting and my sexual frustration...I think its time to go.
Peace Easy,
Big K
Oh wow, my shower this afternoon was orgasmic to say the least. Showers always make me feel better. I dunno, I just feel like it's washing away all the ucky-ness of the day. Mmm..two thumbs up for showers!!!
I still dont know what to do about B. I feel bad for feeling the way I do, but on the other hand I dont think me (or Alaina) is wrong in this situation. Why should it be fair for Brennan to spend all his free time at MY house (and bring his fling to STAY there for a week, A FUCKING WEEK!!! Without asking permission first, might I add) and not have to pay for it?!?! Nothing comes free and Im struggling, and have been for *thinks* almost nine monthes now to keep that house. Its not fair that we bust our asses for the freedom that living on your own brings and Brennan can just get it becasue hes Brennan. Aint happening, Jack. He's either gonna PAY to live there and be treated as a family member, or hes not and hes going to be treated like a friend...who goes home. I love Brennan with all my heart and if I could afford for him to stay there for free, I would. But I CANT afford it, none of us can, so somethings gotta give.... Why do I have a feeling this is gonna go down badly???
That stalker guy just gets creepier and creepier. Quit watching our house!!! Your wierding us out!! Ok, wierding us out more than you did when you first showed up at our door with my adorable dog. We dont owe you anything, so leave us along, buddy. That, or get a life.
I think one of these fuckers near me just farted!!! Damn you, computer lab!!!!
I had like, four different people tell me today at work that my voice was sweet/cute/pleasing/adorable. So I've decided on a new profession....
::::PHONE SEX OPERATOR::::
I think I'd be damn good at it! lol "Oh, baby, oh baby, oh baby, OH!!!" See? Like a pro...
My problem is I need weiner and I need it soon...Okay, strike that, I WANT a relationship, but Id settle for some weiner O_o It's been an eternity and Im not the one for flings or anything, but my sex drive is like...full(?) and I need to "release some tension" and soon.
Why couldnt I be a guy? Id beat my meat (oh what a commandment of the English language I have, huh?) all the time. It's just harder for girls and frankly, not something I'm into. Not that anyone wants to know that....
Okay, so now that Ive talked about the stalker, Brennan, my shower, someone farting and my sexual frustration...I think its time to go.
Peace Easy,
Big K