The last two months of my life..
So.. yeah. Not like anyone reads this or comments..I know Ria does but I talk to her everyday on msn and stuff, so anything written here is mainly regurgitation of what she’s already heard. Figured I’d update though because it’s been almost two months since I have.
Since my last post, I’m still jobless. Mom and I have stopped attending monthly meetings at the career center since apparently it was only a 3 month thing to be eligible for food stamps. The balding man with a horrid comb over named Wilbur or some other stupid W name told us that we should be good for a year. I love how people at the CAREER CENTER are doing their jobs. They’re supposed to help people find jobs, right? Heh.. they didn’t help us once. There’s nothing on their website other than a load of donkey piss that neither mom or I have the necessary skills for.
Spent the last week at my sisters.. went to a Rocky Horror Picture Show event, went to a church for the first time in over a year, ate Chinese food, and went to a Post Secrets event.
So yeah.. still jobless, the both of us. Mom had an interview last week though, so keep your fingers crossed. Guess I should just tell you what’s been happening since the 16th of September, eh? So here we go.. best to my knowledge this is what happened since then..
So.. September.. I don’t exactly remember much else that happened that month. Think my dad bitched some about still not talking to my sister, and she in turn bitched about dad not having the balls to call her. I just don’t care too much anymore.. they both need to grow up and talk again, but I don’t know how to make them so I generally get through those rantings with the occasional “uh huh” “yeah” “okay” and move on. I however, have to remain on speaking terms with the assface because he’s paying my car payments each month. Which of course reminds me that I should be calling/visting him soon for this reason. BLEH.
I think sometime in September our small cat, Dori passed away.. I don’t remember when it was or if I mentioned it here before. But she did and it was sad.. we buried her next to the Rose of Sharon bush we have instead of near the other cats gravesites. Because neither mom or myself knew exactly where they were buried and weren’t very keen on digging a hole only to find half of another cat’s corpse on our shovel *shudder*
A picture of the cutie.. she was SO cuddly. I got her from a friend because at the friends house the two dogs living there terrorized her so bad that she’d hide in a closet 24/7 and only come out in the dead of night to eat when the dogs were asleep. It was so sad :(
About midway though October I landed a freelance job, thank god. It’s basically creating logos from a guys idea for a band called Railroad Earth.. it’s slow but it’s some money in my pocket. I’m working on like the 3 batch of ideas and am getting paid $15 an hour right now and the other night I worked from 5pm til 2am so that’s about $135 there :) The hours are weird because he lets me do them when I want and my mom is on my computer during the day doing her thing. Maybe if I land a logo that the band likes I’ll get even more money :D That’ll be awesome.. *dreamy sigh*
Um.. then also about halfway through October my sister mentioned me coming up to St. Louis for a Rocky Horror Picture Show thing.. which meant it was like a ‘live theater’ show of it on Halloween night. So on Halloween weekend I went up to my sister’s and spent a friggin week there.. and about killed her >< UGH.
But the RHPS thing was awesome.. it was at the Tivoli which is on the Loop in STL, apparently there was a shooting like, just down the street from us that none of my group even knew about til the next day lol. The showing was at midnight, and WOW. The people who are hardcore fans.. just.. WOW O_O. Sis and I were marked as virgins.. see below:
I have more pictures up on facbeook, but the only people I know on here who are my friends on Facebook are Telle and Ria..
Oh, I also went up to STL with $50 from a part of the paycheck from the freelance job and fucking came home with TWO FUCKING DOLLARS!! This is because my sister is a bitch and made me pay her back for everything up there, meals basically. When I’m perfectly happy to eat at the apartment, but they never have food there so we always have to fucking shop while I’m there. And then that in return means eating out a lot of the time. It made me so fuckin mad.. *sigh* GOD.
Saturday night we got Chinese food and watched Joyeux Noel, which is a French film(with French, German and English speech in it) about Christmas eve in WWI in France where opposite sides put aside their weapons for one night and became friendly. .. that sounds dirty lol. But they became friends and wouldn’t kill each other so every platoon/ group of soldiers that were part of this were severely punished since they were basically committing treason and fraternizing with the enemy. Good acting, horrible lip syncing though >< I love that movie :)
On Sunday my sister’s choir that she works with kids at had a performance at a church. It was the first time I’ve set foot in a church since my Aunt Cheryl’s funeral last year over the summer. It was weird. I was almost mistaken for my sister about a handful of times but people caught on that I wasn’t here at the last minute, even some of the kids thought I was her lol. During the performance I was sitting by myself, and a couple behind me had three girls, and the girls had no where to sit and so I offered them the empty space next to me because it was unoccupied. They were mostly good, only were yelled at a few times. And their game of ‘I Spy’ amused the hell out of me because one of them said ‘I spy something red’ and the first words out of another’s mouth is ‘That dress on the boy in the window!’ LMFAO! There were stained glass pictures of deciples or people from the bible in the window over the pulpit.. *gigglesnort* XD
On Monday, we went to the Holocaust museum that’s up in STL. I’d always wanted to go because I’ve always loved learning about WWII and the holocaust. There are parts in history where I feel connected to and that’s one of those parts. The museum made me cry and I wanted to stay longer but my sister wouldn’t get out of bed from her friggin nap so we only had an hour in the museum. Think we got donuts that night too from the donut place that’s got huge donuts.. hmm not too sure though.
That night my sister’s fat whore of a roommate had her more than retarded fuck buddy/boyfriend over when he wasn’t supposed to be over AT ALL. We ate dinner at Iggy’s Mexican Cantina(I think) and it was okay, nothing spectacular.. and I tried sopapillas for the first time. Thoroughly unimpressed. The ice cream tasted nasty and the caramel/honey/whatever gold syrup was on it was ew…pretty sure it was caramel though. The cinnamon crispy things weren’t good either.. they tasted stale. SO yeah.. hopefully there’s better sopapillas out there than from Iggy’s because EW. Then we went to see Zack and Miri make a Porno.. -__- LAME. LAMETASTIC. God I hate movies like that..that’s the second movie I’ve seen with my sister when she’s ranted and raved about how funny it was to go and be disappointed, especially by the fucking ending. The guy and girl FINALLY get together and laughing go into the bedroom and kick the door shut… then the credits roll. COME ON. A fucking wedding scene would have been a better ending, bitches! The other movie was that stupid ass one with Dane Cook the comedian in it.. I don’t remember it’s fuckin name and don’t care SO yeah.. BLEH.
After seeing the movie sis told me that she wanted to get playing cards and go to Starbucks to play games and have hot chocolate to delay going back to the apartment as much as we could..but after spending a freakin hour in Walmart in Fenton she got a phone call from her friend Amy who in turn told her to come meet her and Renata at Steak N Shake back on Manchester and I didn’t want to go because I do not like Renata. So I drove sis’s car back to her apartment and stayed there, jen and her boyfriend or not it was better than having to be made fun of by Renata for my big chest. HATE HER. So I just went back there and was online..
Tuesday.. I don’t think anything happened because sis had to sub during the day and we watched the presidential things on the tv. Neither my sister or her retarded roommate, whom are both supposed to be TEACHERS knew what the word ‘CONCEED’ meant. Seriously? Stupid heads. So I had to explain to them why I was excited about the message flashing across the screen of MCCAIN CALLS OBAMA TO CONCEED. *throws confetti* I wasn’t able to vote because I’m lame and didn’t register on time, but my mom voted “for” me in a way because she hasn’t voted in YEARS thinking it’s all rigged. So yeah.. YAY GO OBAMANATION! :D :D Then I heard Prop 8 passed in California and it just makes me SICK. Ugh. Fucking California! D8<
Wednesday night was pretty much the breaking point for me and my sister.. we were both about to kill each other. If anyone knows of Post Secrets, then they’ll know how exciting this sounds. A Post Secrets event, with Frank Warren coming to town and having a presentation of sorts at a local college. He happened to be in STL at UMSL college so me and sis went there. It was a good presentation.. awkward because if I had written any secrets on the blank post card given to me my sister would have wanted to know them so I never did :( I gave sis the latest PS book for her birthday so she took that with her as well and got that one and her other PS book signed by Frank and she got a picture with him, crying the whole time. I didn’t so much as shake hands with the man. I feel a bit lame for not at least doing that but sis and I had a fight in the book signing line before hand so I just wanted to get the fuck out of here. *sigh*
It was fun for the most part being with my sister for a week.. but since we had to be in close quarters the whole time it got to be really really fuckin stressful >< I came flying home down I-44 on Thursday though, stopped by my college to see a few people for a couple of hours. That was amusing.. my black friend Kyle made a rude comment when I called him a pussy, replying with “I’LL EAT YOURS!” *blushes* lol So I don’t know WHAT that was for.. or if he’s hinting about liking me. Because if it’s got a dick, I don’t know how to read it! D8
But mom had an interview on Wednesday as well.. she hasn’t heard back from them. Hopefully tomorrow though.. it’d be a great thing if she got a job. :D I’m crossing all my fingers and toes and eyes hoping she’ll get called tomorrow saying she has it *CROSSES FINGERS HARD* So you guys cross your limbs and digits too.. DO IT NOW! XD
I need to send Ria’s bday present tomorrow along with a couple resume’s of mine out to places for graphic design jobs.. hopefully I’ll maybe get responses or interviews there as well *SIIIIIGH*
I’ve also taken to re-reading the Harry Potter series and I bought the first 5 films on dvd for me, mom and kyle to enjoy XD They’re fun. I missed how much I loved the Wizarding world.. SO.. that’s it for now.
If you guys have read all of this then kudos to you.. leave a comment?!
This ended up being 5 ½ pages in word O.o god damn lol
Since my last post, I’m still jobless. Mom and I have stopped attending monthly meetings at the career center since apparently it was only a 3 month thing to be eligible for food stamps. The balding man with a horrid comb over named Wilbur or some other stupid W name told us that we should be good for a year. I love how people at the CAREER CENTER are doing their jobs. They’re supposed to help people find jobs, right? Heh.. they didn’t help us once. There’s nothing on their website other than a load of donkey piss that neither mom or I have the necessary skills for.
Spent the last week at my sisters.. went to a Rocky Horror Picture Show event, went to a church for the first time in over a year, ate Chinese food, and went to a Post Secrets event.
So yeah.. still jobless, the both of us. Mom had an interview last week though, so keep your fingers crossed. Guess I should just tell you what’s been happening since the 16th of September, eh? So here we go.. best to my knowledge this is what happened since then..
So.. September.. I don’t exactly remember much else that happened that month. Think my dad bitched some about still not talking to my sister, and she in turn bitched about dad not having the balls to call her. I just don’t care too much anymore.. they both need to grow up and talk again, but I don’t know how to make them so I generally get through those rantings with the occasional “uh huh” “yeah” “okay” and move on. I however, have to remain on speaking terms with the assface because he’s paying my car payments each month. Which of course reminds me that I should be calling/visting him soon for this reason. BLEH.
I think sometime in September our small cat, Dori passed away.. I don’t remember when it was or if I mentioned it here before. But she did and it was sad.. we buried her next to the Rose of Sharon bush we have instead of near the other cats gravesites. Because neither mom or myself knew exactly where they were buried and weren’t very keen on digging a hole only to find half of another cat’s corpse on our shovel *shudder*
A picture of the cutie.. she was SO cuddly. I got her from a friend because at the friends house the two dogs living there terrorized her so bad that she’d hide in a closet 24/7 and only come out in the dead of night to eat when the dogs were asleep. It was so sad :(
About midway though October I landed a freelance job, thank god. It’s basically creating logos from a guys idea for a band called Railroad Earth.. it’s slow but it’s some money in my pocket. I’m working on like the 3 batch of ideas and am getting paid $15 an hour right now and the other night I worked from 5pm til 2am so that’s about $135 there :) The hours are weird because he lets me do them when I want and my mom is on my computer during the day doing her thing. Maybe if I land a logo that the band likes I’ll get even more money :D That’ll be awesome.. *dreamy sigh*
Um.. then also about halfway through October my sister mentioned me coming up to St. Louis for a Rocky Horror Picture Show thing.. which meant it was like a ‘live theater’ show of it on Halloween night. So on Halloween weekend I went up to my sister’s and spent a friggin week there.. and about killed her >< UGH.
But the RHPS thing was awesome.. it was at the Tivoli which is on the Loop in STL, apparently there was a shooting like, just down the street from us that none of my group even knew about til the next day lol. The showing was at midnight, and WOW. The people who are hardcore fans.. just.. WOW O_O. Sis and I were marked as virgins.. see below:
I have more pictures up on facbeook, but the only people I know on here who are my friends on Facebook are Telle and Ria..
Oh, I also went up to STL with $50 from a part of the paycheck from the freelance job and fucking came home with TWO FUCKING DOLLARS!! This is because my sister is a bitch and made me pay her back for everything up there, meals basically. When I’m perfectly happy to eat at the apartment, but they never have food there so we always have to fucking shop while I’m there. And then that in return means eating out a lot of the time. It made me so fuckin mad.. *sigh* GOD.
Saturday night we got Chinese food and watched Joyeux Noel, which is a French film(with French, German and English speech in it) about Christmas eve in WWI in France where opposite sides put aside their weapons for one night and became friendly. .. that sounds dirty lol. But they became friends and wouldn’t kill each other so every platoon/ group of soldiers that were part of this were severely punished since they were basically committing treason and fraternizing with the enemy. Good acting, horrible lip syncing though >< I love that movie :)
On Sunday my sister’s choir that she works with kids at had a performance at a church. It was the first time I’ve set foot in a church since my Aunt Cheryl’s funeral last year over the summer. It was weird. I was almost mistaken for my sister about a handful of times but people caught on that I wasn’t here at the last minute, even some of the kids thought I was her lol. During the performance I was sitting by myself, and a couple behind me had three girls, and the girls had no where to sit and so I offered them the empty space next to me because it was unoccupied. They were mostly good, only were yelled at a few times. And their game of ‘I Spy’ amused the hell out of me because one of them said ‘I spy something red’ and the first words out of another’s mouth is ‘That dress on the boy in the window!’ LMFAO! There were stained glass pictures of deciples or people from the bible in the window over the pulpit.. *gigglesnort* XD
On Monday, we went to the Holocaust museum that’s up in STL. I’d always wanted to go because I’ve always loved learning about WWII and the holocaust. There are parts in history where I feel connected to and that’s one of those parts. The museum made me cry and I wanted to stay longer but my sister wouldn’t get out of bed from her friggin nap so we only had an hour in the museum. Think we got donuts that night too from the donut place that’s got huge donuts.. hmm not too sure though.
That night my sister’s fat whore of a roommate had her more than retarded fuck buddy/boyfriend over when he wasn’t supposed to be over AT ALL. We ate dinner at Iggy’s Mexican Cantina(I think) and it was okay, nothing spectacular.. and I tried sopapillas for the first time. Thoroughly unimpressed. The ice cream tasted nasty and the caramel/honey/whatever gold syrup was on it was ew…pretty sure it was caramel though. The cinnamon crispy things weren’t good either.. they tasted stale. SO yeah.. hopefully there’s better sopapillas out there than from Iggy’s because EW. Then we went to see Zack and Miri make a Porno.. -__- LAME. LAMETASTIC. God I hate movies like that..that’s the second movie I’ve seen with my sister when she’s ranted and raved about how funny it was to go and be disappointed, especially by the fucking ending. The guy and girl FINALLY get together and laughing go into the bedroom and kick the door shut… then the credits roll. COME ON. A fucking wedding scene would have been a better ending, bitches! The other movie was that stupid ass one with Dane Cook the comedian in it.. I don’t remember it’s fuckin name and don’t care SO yeah.. BLEH.
After seeing the movie sis told me that she wanted to get playing cards and go to Starbucks to play games and have hot chocolate to delay going back to the apartment as much as we could..but after spending a freakin hour in Walmart in Fenton she got a phone call from her friend Amy who in turn told her to come meet her and Renata at Steak N Shake back on Manchester and I didn’t want to go because I do not like Renata. So I drove sis’s car back to her apartment and stayed there, jen and her boyfriend or not it was better than having to be made fun of by Renata for my big chest. HATE HER. So I just went back there and was online..
Tuesday.. I don’t think anything happened because sis had to sub during the day and we watched the presidential things on the tv. Neither my sister or her retarded roommate, whom are both supposed to be TEACHERS knew what the word ‘CONCEED’ meant. Seriously? Stupid heads. So I had to explain to them why I was excited about the message flashing across the screen of MCCAIN CALLS OBAMA TO CONCEED. *throws confetti* I wasn’t able to vote because I’m lame and didn’t register on time, but my mom voted “for” me in a way because she hasn’t voted in YEARS thinking it’s all rigged. So yeah.. YAY GO OBAMANATION! :D :D Then I heard Prop 8 passed in California and it just makes me SICK. Ugh. Fucking California! D8<
Wednesday night was pretty much the breaking point for me and my sister.. we were both about to kill each other. If anyone knows of Post Secrets, then they’ll know how exciting this sounds. A Post Secrets event, with Frank Warren coming to town and having a presentation of sorts at a local college. He happened to be in STL at UMSL college so me and sis went there. It was a good presentation.. awkward because if I had written any secrets on the blank post card given to me my sister would have wanted to know them so I never did :( I gave sis the latest PS book for her birthday so she took that with her as well and got that one and her other PS book signed by Frank and she got a picture with him, crying the whole time. I didn’t so much as shake hands with the man. I feel a bit lame for not at least doing that but sis and I had a fight in the book signing line before hand so I just wanted to get the fuck out of here. *sigh*
It was fun for the most part being with my sister for a week.. but since we had to be in close quarters the whole time it got to be really really fuckin stressful >< I came flying home down I-44 on Thursday though, stopped by my college to see a few people for a couple of hours. That was amusing.. my black friend Kyle made a rude comment when I called him a pussy, replying with “I’LL EAT YOURS!” *blushes* lol So I don’t know WHAT that was for.. or if he’s hinting about liking me. Because if it’s got a dick, I don’t know how to read it! D8
But mom had an interview on Wednesday as well.. she hasn’t heard back from them. Hopefully tomorrow though.. it’d be a great thing if she got a job. :D I’m crossing all my fingers and toes and eyes hoping she’ll get called tomorrow saying she has it *CROSSES FINGERS HARD* So you guys cross your limbs and digits too.. DO IT NOW! XD
I need to send Ria’s bday present tomorrow along with a couple resume’s of mine out to places for graphic design jobs.. hopefully I’ll maybe get responses or interviews there as well *SIIIIIGH*
I’ve also taken to re-reading the Harry Potter series and I bought the first 5 films on dvd for me, mom and kyle to enjoy XD They’re fun. I missed how much I loved the Wizarding world.. SO.. that’s it for now.
If you guys have read all of this then kudos to you.. leave a comment?!
This ended up being 5 ½ pages in word O.o god damn lol