Oct 11, 2005 12:13
I've been thinking lately... what if I died tomorrow? What would people say? Who would care for more than a minute? Who would come to my funeral? How would people remember me? Would I regret things I was too scared to do? How would it effect the lives of the people closest to me. Will my secrets follow me to my grave? Will I go to Heaven, or has my heathenism led me down the dark path to Hell? Who will read my eulogy? Would some people care as much as I would if they died? How long would it take for everyone to start going about their normal lives again?
Morbid. I know.
Every day I wonder what my purpose is. I wonder if people can see through me. I wonder what my life would be like if I had made any different decisions.
Don't regret things you've already done. Regret the things you were too scared to try.
ok, enough of that.