"Insomnia"

Jun 20, 2008 06:38

It's now been 4 days without sleep. I can't seem to shake everything outta my head. I just can't believe that this is how my life is going to be. A mate of mine just recently told me she cheated on her bf. For some strange reason it's made me recall all the shit that i went through. I know her problem has nothing to do with me but i can't help but remember it. Severly.

I can't shut my eyes. I'm stuck.
Millions of people go through this. Why has it hit me so hard?
There are so many things that i still don't know and so many things i know too much about. I can't escape the crushing weight of my own thoughts and feelings. Trying to emotionally shut myself off isn't working very well.
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