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Nov 25, 2006 03:21

So my ex was supposed to show up today......and surprise sur-fucking-prise.................SHE CAN'T MAKE IT!
How unusual for me to end up all alone today or all week in fucking fact.
I'm so damn angry. She canceled on me tuesday, thursday and now today. U know what........fuck it. No one talk to me. It's the way things are going to end up anyway.

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"Harsh Truths" spyda1987 November 25 2006, 18:56:44 UTC

Yeah, i know i talk about myself a lot and i do realize that if i was to go out with my ex's it would only cause me pain but, for some strange reason, i think that is what i am attracted to. Like in Self Esteem by The Offspring....."The more you suffer, the more it shows you really care...."

I think that is the way i deal with most things. Even though it may not appear it, i am suffering but i do deal with a lot. I only vent to you and Angel, and that's only coz i trust you. So to you, what seems like selfishness on my part is actually my happiness that i finally have people who care and actually listen. I do know i am sad and at times damn right upsetting to be around, i cant help that. I'm not good with a lot of people. In fact i'm surprised anyone still talks to me. I hate who i am and what i have become. I do remember a happier time but that is long gone. I just dont know what to do anymore is all. I get good advice but i lack the motivation to go through with it.

Anyway, i hope your trip/vacation/traveling perv fest is going well. And just out of curiosity, What did u put in the wailing wall for me?

"To err is human, but to misspell "err" is down right retarded."
Spyda S. Barnes

Re: "Harsh Truths" meesterx November 26 2006, 09:27:22 UTC

That's great and all James, but girls absolutely loooove talking about themselves. Love it. It's an addiction. Any girl who says she doesn't is lying. Think about it.
Although I do want to hear your problems, I think there should be other things to our friendship don't you?

Re: "Harsh Truths" spyda1987 November 26 2006, 12:00:55 UTC

Tis true my dear Ya-ya but, everytime i've given advice to anyone in the past, No one has ever taken it. I guess it's a life lesson that i learned. I would love to hear your problems Yana but the sad truth is that although i care greatly, i just can't help you with them and the moment you tell me i will be more controlling than your mother. :S

Re: "Harsh Truths" meesterx November 26 2006, 19:19:56 UTC

NOOOO!! You are such a... a MAN! Havn't you learned anything from crappy romantic comedies? WOMEN DON'T WANT TO BE FIXED THEY JUST WANT YOU TO LISTEN!!!

Re: "Harsh Truths" meesterx November 26 2006, 19:22:44 UTC

And no one ever takes advice from anyone. Do you really think Ash would have gotten with/stayed with Matt if she listened to my advice??

Re: "Harsh Truths" spyda1987 November 26 2006, 23:32:47 UTC

Good point. You didn't read what i wrote though. I feel as if i need to help them is all. Whether you want the advice or not. I just get so confused is all.

Re: "Harsh Truths" kornjacc November 27 2006, 14:43:45 UTC

or everyone else's advice for that matter.

Re: "Harsh Truths" spyda1987 November 27 2006, 14:45:13 UTC

Touche Jacc.

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