greys
The rain finally came. Of course, it arrived just as I was leaving work...making my commute last about and hour and a half. Ugh.
I'm home now with the cats. Doing a little yoga. Watching some more L Word.
Kevin took me to lunch and tried to cheer me up today and I just couldn't be cheered. I don't like when I feel this way. So sad. So empty. So dead.
It always scares me a little when it happens. My dad suffered from severe depression all his life. It's the reason for his addictions.
I just don't wanna turn out like him.
I don't feel this way all the time. But, when I do, I honestly don't know what to do about it. How to get out of it. The whole world is grey. Monotone in feeling and inspiration.
I don't know if medication would help. Would it? Or is it really just a by-product of the post-holiday rush and a general sense of malaise?
I don't know.
Wish I did.
I'm home now with the cats. Doing a little yoga. Watching some more L Word.
Kevin took me to lunch and tried to cheer me up today and I just couldn't be cheered. I don't like when I feel this way. So sad. So empty. So dead.
It always scares me a little when it happens. My dad suffered from severe depression all his life. It's the reason for his addictions.
I just don't wanna turn out like him.
I don't feel this way all the time. But, when I do, I honestly don't know what to do about it. How to get out of it. The whole world is grey. Monotone in feeling and inspiration.
I don't know if medication would help. Would it? Or is it really just a by-product of the post-holiday rush and a general sense of malaise?
I don't know.
Wish I did.