and it goes on and on and on and on
The last I updated was before christmas so there's a bit I have to update. For christmas I got a 2.5 gallon tank and it ended up killing ANY fish that I put in there. So this last pay cheque I went out and bought a 10 gallon tank. My friend Blair also bought me a few guppies to go into it because he ditched me one night. Just before I got the tank one of my guppies had 10 babies and they were living in a goldfish bowl for awhile. Now they're in the main tank. A new hobby has sparked.
My nana's living with us now, and I like it that way. I've lost 3 lbs since she got here, and she's helping me get down to a comfortable weight. I'm not too overweight, but it's nice to have some encouragement. I was a lot larger 2 summers ago, but since then, I've lost 30lbs, so it's all gravy. My nana has Dialysis every monday, wednesday, and friday, she likes it a lot better at the hospital here. She doesn't feel like crap when she gets off of it. She's also going to be paying out rent for us so we can catch up on bills and such, my mom and I were both in a rut and getting behind on bills. christmas didn't help for that, we were too busy buying presents, then worrying about the bills. Since this is my first christmas where I was making money and HAD to pay bills, it was a good lesson christmas, and I'll know better for next Christmas. I'll learn how to budget my money if it's the last thing I do lol.
My best friend called me the other day, to tell me that he wants to date me, or just sleep with me. I don't really want to do either, I don't want to ruin the friendship we have. Some people would kill to have a relationship like ours. It kind of reminds me of Will and Grace. Where they're best friends, but don't sleep together or anything like that, and it makes the relationship stronger. I also don't want to date anyone right now. I'm kind of happy being single. Being in a relationship, there were too many strings attached. It's not that my friend's not my type, because he is. I feel comfortable around him, and I can discuss anything openly with him, without him changing his opinion about me.
Tacy and I finally talked and things are good between us again. Maybe not with my mom and them, but it's not up to me to work things out for them. I used to talk to them FOR my mom, but I've stopped that, because whenever i would explain what was said, it would end up in an argument and my mom accusing me of picking their side. Well I wasn't picking sides, I was merely seeing both their sides. I missed going over to Tacys all the time. Their kids are great. And I think Jessie missed me, because I walked with Tacy to pick up the kids from school, and Jessie saw me and came up running and gave me a huge hug.
Tina might be breaking up with her boyfriend, which I don't mind at all because I can't stand the guy. Sometimes he's alright, but other times you say something and he has to say something that would make him slightly better then you. No matter what it was. I honestly believe that he's using her. He says he can't get a job in Canada because he doesn't have SIN and an American citizen, well Tinas aunt told her that he has had a job in town before at a Pizza shop, so she now knows that he CAN get a job, he's just a lazy ass and won't get one. Also, he went to school AND jail in Canada, and from what I believe you can't do either without being a canadian citizen, because you'd be shipped back to the US.
in short, life is going ok right now, it could be better, but I'll survive. lol
Oh we have a car!
My nana's living with us now, and I like it that way. I've lost 3 lbs since she got here, and she's helping me get down to a comfortable weight. I'm not too overweight, but it's nice to have some encouragement. I was a lot larger 2 summers ago, but since then, I've lost 30lbs, so it's all gravy. My nana has Dialysis every monday, wednesday, and friday, she likes it a lot better at the hospital here. She doesn't feel like crap when she gets off of it. She's also going to be paying out rent for us so we can catch up on bills and such, my mom and I were both in a rut and getting behind on bills. christmas didn't help for that, we were too busy buying presents, then worrying about the bills. Since this is my first christmas where I was making money and HAD to pay bills, it was a good lesson christmas, and I'll know better for next Christmas. I'll learn how to budget my money if it's the last thing I do lol.
My best friend called me the other day, to tell me that he wants to date me, or just sleep with me. I don't really want to do either, I don't want to ruin the friendship we have. Some people would kill to have a relationship like ours. It kind of reminds me of Will and Grace. Where they're best friends, but don't sleep together or anything like that, and it makes the relationship stronger. I also don't want to date anyone right now. I'm kind of happy being single. Being in a relationship, there were too many strings attached. It's not that my friend's not my type, because he is. I feel comfortable around him, and I can discuss anything openly with him, without him changing his opinion about me.
Tacy and I finally talked and things are good between us again. Maybe not with my mom and them, but it's not up to me to work things out for them. I used to talk to them FOR my mom, but I've stopped that, because whenever i would explain what was said, it would end up in an argument and my mom accusing me of picking their side. Well I wasn't picking sides, I was merely seeing both their sides. I missed going over to Tacys all the time. Their kids are great. And I think Jessie missed me, because I walked with Tacy to pick up the kids from school, and Jessie saw me and came up running and gave me a huge hug.
Tina might be breaking up with her boyfriend, which I don't mind at all because I can't stand the guy. Sometimes he's alright, but other times you say something and he has to say something that would make him slightly better then you. No matter what it was. I honestly believe that he's using her. He says he can't get a job in Canada because he doesn't have SIN and an American citizen, well Tinas aunt told her that he has had a job in town before at a Pizza shop, so she now knows that he CAN get a job, he's just a lazy ass and won't get one. Also, he went to school AND jail in Canada, and from what I believe you can't do either without being a canadian citizen, because you'd be shipped back to the US.
in short, life is going ok right now, it could be better, but I'll survive. lol
Oh we have a car!