Schools out schools out teachers let the monkeys out!
That goodness that school is over and done with for this year, I have been waiting for this moment forever! The last week of school is always major stressful for me because of exams! I think I did well in all classes except I know I got a C in Spanish and English my not be so good either! But all the other classes were just dandy!
Just recently I broke up with Adam, at first I didn’t think that there was anything there but I’m pretty sure that’s not it, its just I have something for someone else… Miranda. I know what your think, but its just different with her she knows about me we get along well and we have mucho in common. This last week or so has been really difficult for me having to make a decision on what to do and Adam didn’t make it any better. On Wednesday after school Mrs. Wisehart told me she had to have an important meeting with me at 5:00 well when I went into the auditorium at 5:00 it was pitch black and I just kind of stood there and then the stage lights came on and in the center of the stage was Adam singing Truly, Madly, Deeply (Savage Garden) to me which is like my favorite song in the whole wide world. Well I just start balling and shaking… how else was I suppose to react? That was the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me! So have lots of time thinking I made the decision that I had to see what that “something” was with Miranda and I explained things to Adam (who really didn’t understand) but he was cool about it and were still good friends. On Thursday (the last day of school) I was finished with exams at 10:00, so I went down to the auditorium and played improve games it was so much fun. At about 12:00 five or so of us walked to my house and some more people arrived and all together there was Me, Mcd. Miranda, Andy, Sarah, Kendyl, Kari, Krysta and Danielle. I had a lot of fun just hanging with my buddies. About 6:20 that night I started my very last in car and by the end of the night I had my certificate saying I finished and past all parts of the drivers training and all I need to do now is schedule my license test for either July 1st or 2nd. J J J J!
Today I went to church and as always I just sit there and talk to Katie if she comes or just draw I never participate in anything because I think it is wrong of me. I personally don’t believe in organized religion I have my own Joe religion that has my only beliefs and rules. I don’t want to go to a church and be told who I have to be to go to heaven and when to pray and how to pray and when to sing, and then be told being gay is a sin and gay people will all go to hell, which gives me even more of a reason not to go. Why should I go every Sunday to a place that doesn’t except me? Why should I waste my time? Well the only reason I do go is because my mother forces me and I think today she just started to notice that I do not participate. She kind of got mad and asked me about it, I just told her I don’t like going to church or Sunday school. And I think the day I tell her that I am gay I will explain to her my beliefs and what not but until then I will just keep going unless she gives me the decision to go or not.
All this graduation stuff makes me want to cry… because I see all theses people leaving there friends and what not and I realize that I’m going to have to deal with that for the next three years. I have A LOT of close friends graduating next year like Mcd, Mcc, Krysta some other theatre people, then the next year I have even more the one friend I’m most scared about graduating is Liz, I hope she doesn’t go far I don’t know what the heck I’m going to do with out her, she’s my best friend, my consoler the person I tell everything and she’s going to be gone! Well I really don’t want to think about that right now so I think I’m just going to go! Call me Liz! We need to hang out!
In case I don’t see you good afternoon, good evening and goodnight!
~Joe~
P.S. last night me and Mcd went to see 2Fast 2 Furious (we had a really good time watch the ghetto people lol) and it was awesome go see it!
Just recently I broke up with Adam, at first I didn’t think that there was anything there but I’m pretty sure that’s not it, its just I have something for someone else… Miranda. I know what your think, but its just different with her she knows about me we get along well and we have mucho in common. This last week or so has been really difficult for me having to make a decision on what to do and Adam didn’t make it any better. On Wednesday after school Mrs. Wisehart told me she had to have an important meeting with me at 5:00 well when I went into the auditorium at 5:00 it was pitch black and I just kind of stood there and then the stage lights came on and in the center of the stage was Adam singing Truly, Madly, Deeply (Savage Garden) to me which is like my favorite song in the whole wide world. Well I just start balling and shaking… how else was I suppose to react? That was the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me! So have lots of time thinking I made the decision that I had to see what that “something” was with Miranda and I explained things to Adam (who really didn’t understand) but he was cool about it and were still good friends. On Thursday (the last day of school) I was finished with exams at 10:00, so I went down to the auditorium and played improve games it was so much fun. At about 12:00 five or so of us walked to my house and some more people arrived and all together there was Me, Mcd. Miranda, Andy, Sarah, Kendyl, Kari, Krysta and Danielle. I had a lot of fun just hanging with my buddies. About 6:20 that night I started my very last in car and by the end of the night I had my certificate saying I finished and past all parts of the drivers training and all I need to do now is schedule my license test for either July 1st or 2nd. J J J J!
Today I went to church and as always I just sit there and talk to Katie if she comes or just draw I never participate in anything because I think it is wrong of me. I personally don’t believe in organized religion I have my own Joe religion that has my only beliefs and rules. I don’t want to go to a church and be told who I have to be to go to heaven and when to pray and how to pray and when to sing, and then be told being gay is a sin and gay people will all go to hell, which gives me even more of a reason not to go. Why should I go every Sunday to a place that doesn’t except me? Why should I waste my time? Well the only reason I do go is because my mother forces me and I think today she just started to notice that I do not participate. She kind of got mad and asked me about it, I just told her I don’t like going to church or Sunday school. And I think the day I tell her that I am gay I will explain to her my beliefs and what not but until then I will just keep going unless she gives me the decision to go or not.
All this graduation stuff makes me want to cry… because I see all theses people leaving there friends and what not and I realize that I’m going to have to deal with that for the next three years. I have A LOT of close friends graduating next year like Mcd, Mcc, Krysta some other theatre people, then the next year I have even more the one friend I’m most scared about graduating is Liz, I hope she doesn’t go far I don’t know what the heck I’m going to do with out her, she’s my best friend, my consoler the person I tell everything and she’s going to be gone! Well I really don’t want to think about that right now so I think I’m just going to go! Call me Liz! We need to hang out!
In case I don’t see you good afternoon, good evening and goodnight!
~Joe~
P.S. last night me and Mcd went to see 2Fast 2 Furious (we had a really good time watch the ghetto people lol) and it was awesome go see it!