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My mom is driving me crazy. She is on my case about everything, about school, about Nate and now about Niagara Falls. At dinner my parents suggested the idea we go to Niagara Falls over a long weekend in October. They mean well, but neither my sister nor I were really excited, it ended with Lindey, my little sister, saying… “I guess” and me saying “I don’t know.” Later my mom comes up to me and said “Me and your dad are going to look into Niagara” and so I decided I would just tell her then … “I don’t really want to go, can’t I just stay home” and you know me I would throw wild parties with lots of alcohol so she replies with an “Absolutely not, if you don’t go then no one is going.” I have so much going on, theatre is the major reason I don’t want to go. I will need that four day break to relax and do what I want, I have so many responsibilities this year it would be nice to have a weekend with zero, so I say “I don’t want to go” and she replies with “It’s not our fault you’re sad! You don’t have to be nasty to us” and I say “It’s not my fault you a crazy lady….that comes with old age.” Ha ha ok so I really didn’t say that but I really wanted to, I just said “Your on my case about everything, I came to you when I needed help, now I just need to think… by myself.” I was being pretty mean to her since I had walked in the door, but that’s because she goes nuts over everything “I’ve got a billion (2) papers to sign” “I need to get a bunch of school supplies (2 binders)” and on and on about little things…. even my dad was shooting me “oh god your mothers crazy” looks. Not wanting to go to Niagara Falls has nothing to do with Nate… it will be October… freezing cold, if I really wanted to look at a frozen waterfall I would go online. End of story. I could go into detail, but I’m bitter.