TIME for now
Time: A nonspatial continuum in which events occur in apparently irreversible succession from the past through the present to the future.
Why isn’t the word fast in that definition? I sit and wonder if life is worth living. Why? Because of time, time is God; it has more power over us than anything in existence. We can’t stop it, we can’t change and we can’t slow it down. Our life depends on time. Time decides WHEN we die. What if time decides that we die tomorrow? Then what are we living for? Nate
backseathero says “we live to be happy” and I guess he is right, some people say that they live to make money, which makes them happy. Some people say they live to make others happy but in the mean time they’re also building happiness for themselves. I suppose that I live to be happy. What makes me happy? Friends, family … Nate make me happy. I sometimes sit and think about the people that don’t have friends and don’t have a family and don’t have Nate. What makes them happy? Life? Which depends on time, so shouldn’t time make them happy or does it upset them? I look at time as limited. I don’t know if I will live thru today, which is why I try live FOR today? Today means today or tomorrow if I’m still alive. Because I live for today, I don’t necessarily have all the time in the world to update, but I do my best. Since my last update my world has changed. My Danish sister…
Camilla, has her family with her in American now. They decided that they would travel around the U.S. for about a month and now she’s gone until who knows when. When her family arrived at the airport Camilla’s face lit up and so did mine. I was a little apprehensive about meeting them only because I knew they would be taking my best friend, my sister, back to Denmark when they left. Upon their arrival they rented a car which seemed like a good idea at the time, but when I got into the passenger seat to show them how to get to our house I changed my mind. Lesser (> Camilla’s brothers dad) was driving, but he didn’t know how, he only knew how to drive stick (they don’t have automatics in Denmark). We barely got out of the airport alive and I’m not over dramatizing that, I almost died. I had him go to a near by McDonalds where we would meet with my parents so that my dad could take the wheel because Lesser wouldn’t let me. Camilla was really upset that whole night but Danielle (a) and I cheered her up by making fun of lesser by using the lesser than symbol <. I guess after that whole incident things weren’t good, but we didn’t know that because they were speaking in a foreign language. Annette (Camilla’s mom) sent Lesser to a hotel for the remainder of their stay in at our house. Before they left on there trip that we were unsure Lesser would still be attending to, Lesser revealed that he had blood cancer which we think is Leukemia or Aids. I guess he is feeling better now and the trip is going well, after they learned how to drive of course.
Nate…
and I have become more and more close. Every time I see him the word love is on the tip of my tongue but I can’t get the nerve to say it, maybe it’s not even that maybe I’m just afraid of love. He is the best guy in the world and I’m am way to lucky to have him.
Finally summer has arrived. I was so done with school, our show Annie, went well but I’m glad theatre is over for the summer, I needed a break not from theatre, just the people. I was elected thespian president (which makes Nate the first lady) so next season will be very busy for me. I am sad that this was my last year to eat lunch with my McD
megmcd …..
I love her so much. She is one person that I will always have contact with because she is so amazing, what would I do with out her.
On June 1st 2004 my wonderful baby cousin Mia Renae Thomson was born 5lbs 14 oz. She is so beautiful…
I have been spending a lot of time with my cousins Jacob and Bella lately they are getting so big, Bella and so adorable…
At the State Thespian conference Joey and I placed second in duet acting and were suppose to advance to internationals in Nebraska but there was a registration problem, dealing with time and we didn’t get to go. I was really really disappointed but I hope that there will be a next time and if there is I hope we can turn in our registration on time (just messing Wise).
Other than that my life has been pretty lame, work and such. Nate’s in North Carolina with him family so I have nothing to do. I miss him so much I can’t wait till he gets back. And PRIDE is Saturday YAY FOR GAY! Party party party! This entry has taken up way to much of MY TIME, so I’ll end it with a simple… good day and incase I don’t see you good morning good afternoon and goodnight.
Joe
