Posty Post!
Not much going on in my little world right now. I have been getting use to living in San Jose again and I have just recently gotten back to work at Stanford. I like it here. It's quiet and peaceful for the most part. I am left to my own accord most of the time so, I can get alot done in a day.
I've jumped back into the dating scene again, and it has been kinda good. I am learning that I am a big flirt, but still very shy when it really comes down to it. Some think that it has been easy for me to get back into it, but it really hasn't. I mean, yes I can be flirty and play a bit, but when it comes to "alone time" I panic. I become so unsure of myself. Ha, believe it or not, I am quite the "self loathing, self demeaning" type. Oh well, I guess all will fall in place in time.
I am also realizing that the people that I thought I knew well, I really don't. I think I put my trust in them to much, I really need to start "locking" down more and keeping more things to myself. I'm not going to totally shut down, but I think it's time to really watch who my friends really are.....
I've jumped back into the dating scene again, and it has been kinda good. I am learning that I am a big flirt, but still very shy when it really comes down to it. Some think that it has been easy for me to get back into it, but it really hasn't. I mean, yes I can be flirty and play a bit, but when it comes to "alone time" I panic. I become so unsure of myself. Ha, believe it or not, I am quite the "self loathing, self demeaning" type. Oh well, I guess all will fall in place in time.
I am also realizing that the people that I thought I knew well, I really don't. I think I put my trust in them to much, I really need to start "locking" down more and keeping more things to myself. I'm not going to totally shut down, but I think it's time to really watch who my friends really are.....