Found, in my livejournal, which relates to the past few weeks events. THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME!
Current mood: calm
Current music: Michael Savage Talkshow "The Savage Nation"
Let us talk.
Charlie, it has become very apparent that you have diarrhea of the mouth because you can hardly contain the shit that comes out of it. I don't understand why you have started these attacks but I demand that you confront me and tell me why. The whole complaining about Armenia, Hitler, and emos is months in the past. If you don't want to beleive me that is fine. If you don't want to beleive Megan, Rose, and Jack, all of whom agree with me, then that is ignorance, whether you like it or not, you do not embrace the truth even though you acknowledge it. That is the simple definition of the word. You say that Rose is only mean to you when I am around as if I gain joy out of your suffering. This perplexes (confuses, if you don't understand) me. I find no joy in anyone's suffering. I only find joy in life, which you seem to lack now. You have every right to voice your opinions. However, everyone else has the right to stop your ass if your opinions are based on nothing. Such a situation exists. I am only interested in talking to you to defend myself. I can learn nothing from you because your ideas are spawned by hatred. I use "ideas" very loosely. You remind me of me about two months ago with the exception that you don't have any clue what the hell you are talking about. You call yourself God... merely an egotistical statement to make you feel better about yourself. I don't know whether your hate for me is propelled by Joe, because you told me that he was manipulative. I will repeat that, you are the one who told me that he was manipulative. You are the one who constantly entrusts in me your hatred for the emos, in hopes that I will become a hating fiend like you. But I don't hate. I fear hating anyone, because I don't want to kill anyone. Simply stated. You are the one who made sure to tell me that Joe and Emmie had sex two months into their relationship, and continued to say so ever since. Everytime we would hang out I must hear of it! I told you the first time I don't care. I told you the second time I don't care. I told you every damn time I don't care what they do! As long as I don't pay for their welfare I am completely fine with the self destruction process. I must listen to YOU complain about the emos. I tell you I am done with that, they are gone, dead, and still you try to instagate. I have people who beleive me, and I beleive me, and deep down, you can't change the truth, therefore you beleive me. You know the connection I made with Hitler, Armenia, and the emos. I explained it many a times because you were curious. You know why I connected them, because they are connectable. Tell me why you attack me, give me legitamate reasons, and then I won't have to talk to you again. You have lost my trust. This is not the first time you have done such a thing. I had much trust and love invested in you, now I must make my withdrawl before I lose it all. You made the decision not me. Speak, you fool, or be silent.
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drunkendisgrace
2004-06-11 03:25 (link)
ahhh mike... you ask why? Why? its a very simple concept.
I have no reason.
I have no reason to bring this stuff up, i did it out of hate... i was mad, i took it out on you. It is as simple as that.
Sure I was a little tired of hearing about the Armenian Genocide and stuff, but i truely had no reasons except for my hatred.
We will talk more about this, once i let my hatred out, and can actually have a civilized chat.
-Charlie (Still God, just because im being dumb)
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drunkendisgrace
2004-06-11 03:27 (link)
Also my hate is not compelled by Joe, my hate is compelled by other things, nothin which you have brought on.
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Now that is the entire entry from about a month ago, in which the same situation as seen now, happened. I beleive it is clear what is going on here simply because this is not the first time it has happened.
Current music: Michael Savage Talkshow "The Savage Nation"
Let us talk.
Charlie, it has become very apparent that you have diarrhea of the mouth because you can hardly contain the shit that comes out of it. I don't understand why you have started these attacks but I demand that you confront me and tell me why. The whole complaining about Armenia, Hitler, and emos is months in the past. If you don't want to beleive me that is fine. If you don't want to beleive Megan, Rose, and Jack, all of whom agree with me, then that is ignorance, whether you like it or not, you do not embrace the truth even though you acknowledge it. That is the simple definition of the word. You say that Rose is only mean to you when I am around as if I gain joy out of your suffering. This perplexes (confuses, if you don't understand) me. I find no joy in anyone's suffering. I only find joy in life, which you seem to lack now. You have every right to voice your opinions. However, everyone else has the right to stop your ass if your opinions are based on nothing. Such a situation exists. I am only interested in talking to you to defend myself. I can learn nothing from you because your ideas are spawned by hatred. I use "ideas" very loosely. You remind me of me about two months ago with the exception that you don't have any clue what the hell you are talking about. You call yourself God... merely an egotistical statement to make you feel better about yourself. I don't know whether your hate for me is propelled by Joe, because you told me that he was manipulative. I will repeat that, you are the one who told me that he was manipulative. You are the one who constantly entrusts in me your hatred for the emos, in hopes that I will become a hating fiend like you. But I don't hate. I fear hating anyone, because I don't want to kill anyone. Simply stated. You are the one who made sure to tell me that Joe and Emmie had sex two months into their relationship, and continued to say so ever since. Everytime we would hang out I must hear of it! I told you the first time I don't care. I told you the second time I don't care. I told you every damn time I don't care what they do! As long as I don't pay for their welfare I am completely fine with the self destruction process. I must listen to YOU complain about the emos. I tell you I am done with that, they are gone, dead, and still you try to instagate. I have people who beleive me, and I beleive me, and deep down, you can't change the truth, therefore you beleive me. You know the connection I made with Hitler, Armenia, and the emos. I explained it many a times because you were curious. You know why I connected them, because they are connectable. Tell me why you attack me, give me legitamate reasons, and then I won't have to talk to you again. You have lost my trust. This is not the first time you have done such a thing. I had much trust and love invested in you, now I must make my withdrawl before I lose it all. You made the decision not me. Speak, you fool, or be silent.
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drunkendisgrace
2004-06-11 03:25 (link)
ahhh mike... you ask why? Why? its a very simple concept.
I have no reason.
I have no reason to bring this stuff up, i did it out of hate... i was mad, i took it out on you. It is as simple as that.
Sure I was a little tired of hearing about the Armenian Genocide and stuff, but i truely had no reasons except for my hatred.
We will talk more about this, once i let my hatred out, and can actually have a civilized chat.
-Charlie (Still God, just because im being dumb)
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drunkendisgrace
2004-06-11 03:27 (link)
Also my hate is not compelled by Joe, my hate is compelled by other things, nothin which you have brought on.
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Now that is the entire entry from about a month ago, in which the same situation as seen now, happened. I beleive it is clear what is going on here simply because this is not the first time it has happened.