Nov 14, 2004 22:23
Ten years ago, I:
1. was carefree and thought i would never grow up
2. hated everyday of school, cux it reminded me i wasn't like the mold
3. still played with toys, & had my xmas list written months inadvance
Five years ago, I:
1. stated i would never drink/never do drugs
2. was lost in my own identity
3. just wanted to feel loved
One year ago, I:
1. ended my first job
2. realized i didn't know the people around me
3. fell victim to a boy (yet again)
So far this year, I:
1. restarted my life over again
2. got promoted in my job
3. failed to comprehend my future, and ignored decisions i was susposed to make
Yesterday, I:
1. slepted in for the 1rst time in 3 weeks
2. hung out with friends i don't see very often
3. almost fell back into an old routine
Today, I:
1. went out and found hawt eye shadow
2. thought of my past, and wrote an email
3. thought of how i could fix my mess
Tomorrow, I will:
1. go into work, be over work, leave without feeling accomplished
2. drink another coffee
3. hopefully dye my desparte roots
In one year, I will:
1. have saved more money then i will ever want to let go of
2. have a plan
3. traveled some where
In five years, I will:
1. have graduated school *crosses fingers*
2. as old as nick is now
3. the same pit in my stomach