Wow I am strange and weepy
Today was such a roller coaster. I think the meds I'm on made me seasick a little but they also made me very like.... weepy and needy. I've been feeling all day like I need to cuddle or something. I hate feeling cuddle-deprived. And then I was in a pissy mood after school because my so-called friend made a really mean joke about me and didn't even care that I was upset. And he calls me all the time and asks for help. He can't even be nice. He made me feel like crap. I was in a weird mood when me and charissa went to moira's too. They were
awesome and talked to me about a lot of InTeReStInG stuff lol, but I'm still very weepy and I feel like I want to curl up in a ball in someone's lap and just cry and have them stroke me. I never get to do that anymore. I want to be four again. I comfort and hold other people alot but sometimes I just want to be kissed and stroked too.
awesome and talked to me about a lot of InTeReStInG stuff lol, but I'm still very weepy and I feel like I want to curl up in a ball in someone's lap and just cry and have them stroke me. I never get to do that anymore. I want to be four again. I comfort and hold other people alot but sometimes I just want to be kissed and stroked too.