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so yeah today i realized that i am seriously messed up (in case you didnt read my away message)
so it was the other intern beths last day at work today so we went out to lunch with a bunch of people. it was pretty fun and we talked a lot about drinking...it was funny cuz some of the older people were talking about how they just sit and drink alone at home...ouch. haha anyways then i rode home with this guy huoa who is prolly about 35. well first of all it was so cute cuz hes really little and asian and looks kinda old and like he was bumping to rap...gotta love it haha. then we got to talking and i found out like he went to the high school right by mine...like you can see it from the softball field. it was kinda crazy cuz we lived pretty close to each other. anyways then he was all like so do you have a serious boyfriend. and i was like umm no. and he was like what! why not. blah blah blah. and i tried explaining why i dont have boyfriends to him and he just didnt understand. like i am a freak. but seriously...i just dont understand why its so weird to not be dependant on guys to make me happy or why people look at me like im stupid when i say i dont want to hang out with someone everyday. if i wanted that i would just get married! gosh. maybe im just selfish and not willing to give up my life yet...i dont know, i wish i knew why i am the only person who feels like this UGH..anyways its just really annoying.
so thats my little rant of the day.
also one of the guys who is working with the engineers for the summer is a sigma pi at michigan tech. i didnt get a chance to talk about it today with him cuz he mentioned it in the middle of a story but anyways i thought that was pretty cool.
im going to go nap off my annoyedness
so it was the other intern beths last day at work today so we went out to lunch with a bunch of people. it was pretty fun and we talked a lot about drinking...it was funny cuz some of the older people were talking about how they just sit and drink alone at home...ouch. haha anyways then i rode home with this guy huoa who is prolly about 35. well first of all it was so cute cuz hes really little and asian and looks kinda old and like he was bumping to rap...gotta love it haha. then we got to talking and i found out like he went to the high school right by mine...like you can see it from the softball field. it was kinda crazy cuz we lived pretty close to each other. anyways then he was all like so do you have a serious boyfriend. and i was like umm no. and he was like what! why not. blah blah blah. and i tried explaining why i dont have boyfriends to him and he just didnt understand. like i am a freak. but seriously...i just dont understand why its so weird to not be dependant on guys to make me happy or why people look at me like im stupid when i say i dont want to hang out with someone everyday. if i wanted that i would just get married! gosh. maybe im just selfish and not willing to give up my life yet...i dont know, i wish i knew why i am the only person who feels like this UGH..anyways its just really annoying.
so thats my little rant of the day.
also one of the guys who is working with the engineers for the summer is a sigma pi at michigan tech. i didnt get a chance to talk about it today with him cuz he mentioned it in the middle of a story but anyways i thought that was pretty cool.
im going to go nap off my annoyedness