the city sunset over me
Oh heavy burden...
Everything is going downhill. I'm doing miserably in school and can't find time to even breathe. I have to assemble this scholarship workshop for Phi Theta Kappa and I just have no ideas. And every male that enters my life disappoints me so.
Right now I'm acting just like Hamlet; I'm over-thinking, I'm over-analyzing everything. I'm just overwhelmed.
I guess I'm just confused. I get my brain so over-pumped that I become easily delusional. I know that you are older. And I don't know what fuse in my brain went off when I found out you were getting married. I don't know why I re-acted so poorly. All of this was staged in my mind. You don't even know anything about me, I shouldn't let this bother me. It was a harmless crush that I got my brain too wrapped up in.
I don't want to run back to my past. And I knew that if I went to the bay, that is exactly what I'd be doing. I miss you all, I don't want to see you all either.
Today has been filled with numerous disappointments. I just have to keep pushing forward. And I don't know how much more I can tolerate.
Oh heavy burden.
Everything is going downhill. I'm doing miserably in school and can't find time to even breathe. I have to assemble this scholarship workshop for Phi Theta Kappa and I just have no ideas. And every male that enters my life disappoints me so.
Right now I'm acting just like Hamlet; I'm over-thinking, I'm over-analyzing everything. I'm just overwhelmed.
I guess I'm just confused. I get my brain so over-pumped that I become easily delusional. I know that you are older. And I don't know what fuse in my brain went off when I found out you were getting married. I don't know why I re-acted so poorly. All of this was staged in my mind. You don't even know anything about me, I shouldn't let this bother me. It was a harmless crush that I got my brain too wrapped up in.
I don't want to run back to my past. And I knew that if I went to the bay, that is exactly what I'd be doing. I miss you all, I don't want to see you all either.
Today has been filled with numerous disappointments. I just have to keep pushing forward. And I don't know how much more I can tolerate.
Oh heavy burden.