Feb 11, 2007 23:23
fucking well come and find me.
i cannot sleep. i cannot eat. i have no energy. i have a fuckload of japanese work. i have a five page paper due. i feel lower than low. nothing is cheering me up. is it the pills? is it my mind? is it psychosomatic? is there another treatment?
this is why i'm not a doctor.
i need a sight. i need the bay. i need to vomit. i need to release all the aggression, all the pain. i need my brain to properly function and grasp information like it's former self. laser sharp. with. something something something. truly, i cannot obtain and retain information that well. it isn't hard to write a paper. it isn't hard to understand sentence structure.
unless. there's no communication. nothing bothers me more than when i cannot comprehend something.
does a break clean everything out and reload? does seeing someone help? talk it out? moodswings are challenging.
this is an intellect losing their mind.
i'm ready.