clash

Feb 11, 2007 23:23

fucking well come and find me.

i cannot sleep. i cannot eat. i have no energy. i have a fuckload of japanese work. i have a five page paper due. i feel lower than low. nothing is cheering me up. is it the pills? is it my mind? is it psychosomatic? is there another treatment?

this is why i'm not a doctor.

i need a sight. i need the bay. i need to vomit. i need to release all the aggression, all the pain. i need my brain to properly function and grasp information like it's former self. laser sharp. with. something something something. truly, i cannot obtain and retain information that well. it isn't hard to write a paper. it isn't hard to understand sentence structure.

unless. there's no communication. nothing bothers me more than when i cannot comprehend something.

does a break clean everything out and reload? does seeing someone help? talk it out? moodswings are challenging.

this is an intellect losing their mind.

i'm ready.
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