They paved paradise and put up a parking lot.
I haven't updated in a while, but not on purpose. I usually start to write an entry and then I get distracted or I find something else to do, or I get a phone call, or something. I dunno, I just find other things to do. So when I do update, it pretty much means I'm so totally bored I dunno what to do with myself. Or, as in this case, I'm desperately trying to avoid writing a paper. I came home right after work to do so (not that I mind, I NEED to get away from Kent. The poor kid is making me nuts, for various reasons in which I will explain further in this entry).
Ok, Kent. We, as always, have spent every waking, and lately, many un-waking moments together. The only time we're apart is at work (that's assuming we're not working together) , when I'm at school, or when I'm at flags. He occasionally goes out with his other friends, but usually I tag along with him. Which leads me to my next few points. 1. Yesterday this guy Linzie (yes, that is a girl's name, and yes, he does spell it goofy like that) says to me "So, what, you just follow Kent around all the time?" So I say no, and then I feel like a complete fool, cause that's totally what it seems like. We spend all this time together, but I don't know anybody out here, so when we hang out with other people, they are all his friends. So I try to explain this to Linzie, but he just doesn't get it. Then I feel even more dumb cause I've pretty much explained to him that Kent is my only friend. And 2. I get phone calls from his friends looking for him. Half the time they don't even call his phone, they just straight up call mine. Normally this wouldn't bother me, but today I got a call and we weren't together, and I thought, Damn, I'm so lame that his friends call me.
His newest thing is this girl Sam, who is a total nutjob. I tried explaining this to him, and he did like he always does, pretened he didn't care about what I was saying and that I was wrong about her, but in the next, oh probably 3 days, he will stop talking to her and use some excuse like "I don't think girls should drink as much as she does" or something. He finds something wrong with every girl he goes for. I always think, Hello, Kent, I'm the only girl you can't find a problem with, doesn't that make you want to be in love with me?! But today I realized, I'm not a nutjob, I have my life together (for the most part, I have bad moments though), and I'm not cracked out on drugs. Clearly I must be too good for him. (Which I suppose I already knew.)
Enough about that Goofus boy, I have to move on with my life... And I wish it wasn't easier said than done. I do have a date though, well, technically I don't... Linzie asked me if I wanted to go to the movies either Tuesday or Wednesday, and I said yes, but then he gave me his number and I didn't give him mine cause he didn't have his cell, and you know I'm not gonna call. He also asked me why I don't come to his house more often. I guess he told Kent forever ago that he wanted to "holla at me" (I dunno, I guess that means get with me.) and Kent was supposed to relay the message, but hmmm... he never did. That cracks me up because I am fairly confident that he wants me around him and to be his and nobody elses, but he wants to have other girls in his life. Well, BULLSHIT! I want other guys too. I refuse to just wait around. Then I decided I need to not spend so much time with him too, cause I need to be out find suitors.
Well, I have more to say but I found something better to do than keep updating.
Much Love,
Rachy
Ok, Kent. We, as always, have spent every waking, and lately, many un-waking moments together. The only time we're apart is at work (that's assuming we're not working together) , when I'm at school, or when I'm at flags. He occasionally goes out with his other friends, but usually I tag along with him. Which leads me to my next few points. 1. Yesterday this guy Linzie (yes, that is a girl's name, and yes, he does spell it goofy like that) says to me "So, what, you just follow Kent around all the time?" So I say no, and then I feel like a complete fool, cause that's totally what it seems like. We spend all this time together, but I don't know anybody out here, so when we hang out with other people, they are all his friends. So I try to explain this to Linzie, but he just doesn't get it. Then I feel even more dumb cause I've pretty much explained to him that Kent is my only friend. And 2. I get phone calls from his friends looking for him. Half the time they don't even call his phone, they just straight up call mine. Normally this wouldn't bother me, but today I got a call and we weren't together, and I thought, Damn, I'm so lame that his friends call me.
His newest thing is this girl Sam, who is a total nutjob. I tried explaining this to him, and he did like he always does, pretened he didn't care about what I was saying and that I was wrong about her, but in the next, oh probably 3 days, he will stop talking to her and use some excuse like "I don't think girls should drink as much as she does" or something. He finds something wrong with every girl he goes for. I always think, Hello, Kent, I'm the only girl you can't find a problem with, doesn't that make you want to be in love with me?! But today I realized, I'm not a nutjob, I have my life together (for the most part, I have bad moments though), and I'm not cracked out on drugs. Clearly I must be too good for him. (Which I suppose I already knew.)
Enough about that Goofus boy, I have to move on with my life... And I wish it wasn't easier said than done. I do have a date though, well, technically I don't... Linzie asked me if I wanted to go to the movies either Tuesday or Wednesday, and I said yes, but then he gave me his number and I didn't give him mine cause he didn't have his cell, and you know I'm not gonna call. He also asked me why I don't come to his house more often. I guess he told Kent forever ago that he wanted to "holla at me" (I dunno, I guess that means get with me.) and Kent was supposed to relay the message, but hmmm... he never did. That cracks me up because I am fairly confident that he wants me around him and to be his and nobody elses, but he wants to have other girls in his life. Well, BULLSHIT! I want other guys too. I refuse to just wait around. Then I decided I need to not spend so much time with him too, cause I need to be out find suitors.
Well, I have more to say but I found something better to do than keep updating.
Much Love,
Rachy