Don’t worry about falling in love, in fairytales they don’t fall in love until the last page
I am so angry. So more than angry it's unbelievable. People who get in my business are nearly scum. People who put hurtful words in their profiles are also scum. Actually, people who fail to understand my actions are scum, whatever my actions may be.
I've been through an awful lot in my lifetime, and I'm a really strong girl because of that. I can fight my own battles and deal with my own trouble. I apologize if what I do with my life isn't what you would do with yours. That sucks.
You wanna whine about me not coming to see you? I put over 20,000 miles on my car in one year. The average is 12-15. Drive your lazy asses out here. Yeah, I moved, I got a new life. I'm sorry that you're not part of it, but God, getting into my business and telling people my problems is garbage. How would you feel if I walked around telling people all the depressing things you ever told me? You'd be mad cause it wasn't my story to tell. It was yours. And now, I have a story to tell and if I choose to tell it, then I will it. If not, then too bad.
I'm sick and tired of you acting like you are so perfect, and you're always right. Yeah, well I hate to be the one to tell you this buddy, but I'm not the stupid girl I once was. I don't take crap from people, including you. I get what I want now, and I wont stop until I get it. You don't like the person I've become? Yeah, well congratulations cause you helped to make me this way.
How come it's ok for the two guys to be assholes to you, but the one time I act like a bitch you jump on my case for it? Sorry if I hurt you, sorry if I made you upset, or whatever it was that I made you feel, but I am making my own grown-up choices now and if you don't like it you can blow me. If there is one thing I have learned in my life it's that the people who truly love you will support you know matter what, why don't you try that and stop acting like I ruined your life. Yeah, I hurt you, how many times can I say I'm sorry before you get over it? Like I said, my time machine is in the shop right now, so this problem can't get fixed.
In the mean time though, through all the drama ya'll brought into my life, I had a wonderful day at work and I WAS looking forward to the rest of the week. Now, not so much cause I gotta deal with more trouble you, YES YOU, caused for me.
I'm loving Aurora, all the boys I work with are the best people ever! They make me so happy! I want to work more than anything else in the world! I'm so glad God gave me the oppertunity to work at the Box again, best gift anyone could ever recieve.
Tomorrow is Bob's birthday. Kent and I got him a mug and got it engraved to say"Papa Bob" on it, cause Bob never had any children and he says all the time that Kent and I are the kids he wish he'd had. We got him this card with two little hotties on the front that are all provacative and stuff, and I forget what it says on the inside, but it cracked us up, so we bought it.
We have this guy that calls us everyday to prank us, (I think I've discussed this before) and today he called to apologize to me for saying rude things to me last time he called. That cracked me up because I know the guy is just some nut-job who knows all of our names and stuff. He usually asks to talk to either me or Kent when he calls, and oh boy it cracks me up. Kent is real mean to him and I'm all sweet to him. I ask him about his day and all that. Kent apparently yelled at him for saying the rude things he said last time, cause the guy knew that Kent and I were seeing eachother. (The rude thing he said was refering to something dirty and gross that isn't true about Kent and I). Anyways, it was a good conversation.
I was supposed to go to Brett's tonight to hang out. I showed up with Kent in the car and Brett was mad. He didn't even want to do anything with us because of it. He wanted to be alone with me (that's what Kent said at least). I fully inteneded on hanging out alone with him too, I didn't know Kent was gonna wanna go grab dinner with me. I ended up taking Kent right home too after we dropped Brett off. So now I ended up doin pretty much nothing tonight. All we did was go to walmart and go to see Brett. Blah on that. All well.
Well, sorry this was long, I had to vent.
Much Love,
Rachel
I've been through an awful lot in my lifetime, and I'm a really strong girl because of that. I can fight my own battles and deal with my own trouble. I apologize if what I do with my life isn't what you would do with yours. That sucks.
You wanna whine about me not coming to see you? I put over 20,000 miles on my car in one year. The average is 12-15. Drive your lazy asses out here. Yeah, I moved, I got a new life. I'm sorry that you're not part of it, but God, getting into my business and telling people my problems is garbage. How would you feel if I walked around telling people all the depressing things you ever told me? You'd be mad cause it wasn't my story to tell. It was yours. And now, I have a story to tell and if I choose to tell it, then I will it. If not, then too bad.
I'm sick and tired of you acting like you are so perfect, and you're always right. Yeah, well I hate to be the one to tell you this buddy, but I'm not the stupid girl I once was. I don't take crap from people, including you. I get what I want now, and I wont stop until I get it. You don't like the person I've become? Yeah, well congratulations cause you helped to make me this way.
How come it's ok for the two guys to be assholes to you, but the one time I act like a bitch you jump on my case for it? Sorry if I hurt you, sorry if I made you upset, or whatever it was that I made you feel, but I am making my own grown-up choices now and if you don't like it you can blow me. If there is one thing I have learned in my life it's that the people who truly love you will support you know matter what, why don't you try that and stop acting like I ruined your life. Yeah, I hurt you, how many times can I say I'm sorry before you get over it? Like I said, my time machine is in the shop right now, so this problem can't get fixed.
In the mean time though, through all the drama ya'll brought into my life, I had a wonderful day at work and I WAS looking forward to the rest of the week. Now, not so much cause I gotta deal with more trouble you, YES YOU, caused for me.
I'm loving Aurora, all the boys I work with are the best people ever! They make me so happy! I want to work more than anything else in the world! I'm so glad God gave me the oppertunity to work at the Box again, best gift anyone could ever recieve.
Tomorrow is Bob's birthday. Kent and I got him a mug and got it engraved to say"Papa Bob" on it, cause Bob never had any children and he says all the time that Kent and I are the kids he wish he'd had. We got him this card with two little hotties on the front that are all provacative and stuff, and I forget what it says on the inside, but it cracked us up, so we bought it.
We have this guy that calls us everyday to prank us, (I think I've discussed this before) and today he called to apologize to me for saying rude things to me last time he called. That cracked me up because I know the guy is just some nut-job who knows all of our names and stuff. He usually asks to talk to either me or Kent when he calls, and oh boy it cracks me up. Kent is real mean to him and I'm all sweet to him. I ask him about his day and all that. Kent apparently yelled at him for saying the rude things he said last time, cause the guy knew that Kent and I were seeing eachother. (The rude thing he said was refering to something dirty and gross that isn't true about Kent and I). Anyways, it was a good conversation.
I was supposed to go to Brett's tonight to hang out. I showed up with Kent in the car and Brett was mad. He didn't even want to do anything with us because of it. He wanted to be alone with me (that's what Kent said at least). I fully inteneded on hanging out alone with him too, I didn't know Kent was gonna wanna go grab dinner with me. I ended up taking Kent right home too after we dropped Brett off. So now I ended up doin pretty much nothing tonight. All we did was go to walmart and go to see Brett. Blah on that. All well.
Well, sorry this was long, I had to vent.
Much Love,
Rachel