God you're lucky I have self control

Oct 20, 2008 21:15

I guess this is my only place to let out my frustration so here goes.

What the fuck is her problem? I come on to every guy Janifer introduces me to? Is that because they moved to that fucking neighborhood and I chose to take an interest in some of the boys there that were certainly within me age range? That's a fucking crime because they moved in there not me? Would it be the same situation if I had moved in there and Janifer ended up liking Jeff? I'm the one who moved in, so they're my friends, therefore Janifer likes the people I introduce her to. Oh but wait, of course she would never say anything bad about her own daughter right? Of course, I should have remembered. When me and Janifer were trying on our bathing suits Sharene had nothing to say but wonderful things about how beautiful Janifer looked yet the moment I walked out she could only make disgusting faces. And the comments of how every guy would be all over Janifer and just forget about me. How could I possibly forget. Oh and the skank comment, how could I forget that either? What a fucking bitch. And she has any right to say anything about the way I am? The girl who posed nude for her boyfriend at the age of like 16? The 16 year old who my mom had to catch making out with some 19 year old dude by some van? The one who cheated on a good amount of her boyfriends. The one who flirted with her fucking uncle, my dad, right in front of his wife which happens to be her god damned aunt? And I'm a skank? Wow, I'm pretty bad huh?

The only fucking reason I can come close to keeping my mouth shut is because I can't lose Janifer. Finally bitching that cunt out and giving her what she deserves just isn't worth losing Janifer for. Although it would feel pretty damn good. I don't even consider that bitch family anymore. As far as I'm concerned she's as bad as those assholes who took all my dad's shit. She means nothing to me anymore. And the next time she asks my mom for money I will make a point of making sure my mom doesn't give it to her. She wastes all their money, and Janifer's money, so she can suffer.

All life is to her is some big contest. She has to make sure she's better than everyone else. And she must find absolutely every way to put someone down. I'm surprised she even gives a shit about Janifer, but I know it's only because she uses her as a way to be better than everyone. She's such a fat cow that she knows she can't impress anyone so she has to use Janifer. But now that she's getting skinny from that diet that's going to. Apparently she's going to be sexier than Janifer. Bitch, no one wants you. Not even your own husband wants you most of the time and you know why that is? It's because you're such a fucking bitch that absolutely no one can stand to be around you for any length of time.

God, someone please tell me how having my leg on someone else's is being all over them? PLEASE explain how that makes any god damn sense. Jeff? Really? I'm going for Jeff? A FUCKING FOURTEEN YEAR OLD?!?!? The kid my best friend likes? Are you fucking kidding me? Just because you want to fuck every hot young guy that walks by doesn't mean I'm as sick or sadistic as you are. You say I'm all over every guy I meet? Ok, I fail to see how that statement stands true. Oh right, it was because I wrestled with the guys. And that's because I wanted them to accidentally, or on purpose as you accused them, grab my chest as we wrestled. No you dumb fuck. These are my friends and I enjoy having fun with them. I used to wrestle with Michael all the fucking time and it was fun. It wasn't because I wanted to have sex with him and wrestling gave me a chance to have my body touching his. Is every single thing you see just something people do to try and fuck someone? Why is your mind so severely fucked up? Did you get into porn to young? Oh no I'm sorry, you started actually FUCKING too young. My bad.

Go get a fucking life. I know you're so fucked up and unhappy with your own life that you have to try and trash everyone else's but who's fault is that? Because I believe it is yours. I'm sorry that you were to much of a slut at my age to actually develop any true meaning in your life but really that's not my problem. So as I've said before, go fuck yourself or someone I'm sure you don't really care either way. Oh, and stop ruining your daughter's life. I'm so sorry that she ended up with such a despicable mother and I pray to god that she in no way grows up to be anything like you.
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