Aug 20, 2008 18:54
I was actually looking forward to school. For the first time since god knows when I actually wanted to go back to that hell hole. I saw this as my chance. This was my year to change everything around. Wasn't as easy when I got there though. First let me start with this morning.
For the record, I had macaroni for dinner last night.
So, I awoke this morning to that massively annoying alarm. I got up, shut it off, and proceeded to my mom's room. I stand in the door way calling her name and finally she responds. Then I say, "Mom, I don't think I should go to school today. I was going to wear the macaroni but there's not enough." I continued carrying on about my noodle outfit, but then suddenly she started yelling at me to go get dressed and I snapped awake. The funny thing was that I was awake during all of this. I was completely aware of what was going on, but had absolutely no control of what was coming out of my mouth. As I looked back on it I found it quite hilarious. lol But yeah, I got ready but couldn't find my bookbag so I just grabbed a notebook and drank some water before I left. I got to the bus stop around 6:05 and waited until almost 6:30 when the bus finally pulled up. There were a couple new people on the bus, but no one worth paying attention to. Then I find out the bus driver has no idea where she is going so I had to sit up front and direct her the whole way, when all I wanted was some well deserved sleep. We got to school around 7:10, but seriously that lady can't drive. She was swerving back and forth the whole time and at points she was drifting into the other lane.
Once I got to school I went to look at the crowded list to find my first class. Now I should have expected this but the list had no order at all. I ended up finding P next to H. Make sense? I think not. But whatever, I already knew they screwed my schedule up more than I could have imagined. So, I saw some people and gave some hugs and then took my ass to class. I got there and we had a sub, that was pretty disappointing but at the same time I was pleased because the teacher that should have been there is a complete idiot. So I got to sit there and do absolutely nothing all hour besides right a story about my summer and my goals for this year. Generic first day work when they can't think of anything better. After I finished that I just sat there listening to music, playing my ds, and texting from time to time. Did I mention I'm the only white person? We're talking like there's not even any light black people. It was loads of fun (complete sarcasm right there in case you didn't catch it).
Then I went to second block which somehow ended up being Environmental Science when it should have been Anatomy and Physiology. By the way, my first class was English 4. My science teacher was a short bald man, and not very vocal. You could barely make out anything he was saying. Especially because I was in the back of the classroom. This time I wasn't the only white one though. There was one other girl, but she was ghetto so it doesn't really count. She might as well be black. Anyways, we did some work and of course I finished like an hour before everyone else so everyone was copying my paper. Next time I'm definitely writing all the wrong answers and letting them all fail. I'm getting very tired though, so I'll finish this later.
Hey there, I'm back. That was a nice long nap but I'm still tired :( Whatever, where was I? Oh yeah, now it's time for 3rd block. I have A lunch so I went straight there. I know absolutely no one in that lunch so I grabbed a table and sat by myself. Then this girl I knew was skipping and she came and hung out with me. She's a lesbian and has had a crush on me forever. She grabbed my ass once and I like flipped out on her. Needless to say she has never touched me since. When she heard my schedule was all fucked up she decided to take me to the recital hall because that was where you were supposed to go if you had scheduling conflicts, but of course Mr. Siesel was nowhere to be found. So we went up to the office trying to get a schedule change but this bitch lady told us no schedule changes. So I'm stuck in classes full of a bunch of stupid black people. I didn't get to eat because they took too long to do absolutely nothing. So I just went to 3rd hour which is English 3. Yes, I'm retaking it because I failed it. I don't want to fucking hear it. But atleast this teacher actually helped me a bit. First person in the fucking school to know her ass from a hole in the ground and know that I need to get the hell out of that class. So she's trying to help me get my schedule changed. She was really nice and I just listened to music and played my ds the rest of the class.
Finally I went to 4th hour. This was orchestra, the best class of the day. Well, it used to be anyways. My orchestra teacher left last year. He was an awesome teacher and I was so sad to see him go. I definitely wasn't looking forward to this woman teaching the class. The first thing she does is give us a snotty attitude about us sitting in the back row. Then, she proceeded to tell us her entire life story. She is a crazy cat lady and she refers to her 6 cats as her "children". I kind of don't like her already, and she plays the viola which means she'll be harder on me and Nathaniel(best stand partner EVER!!!!). But I think she heard me somewhat making fun of her, who cares though. Only friend I really cared about seeing from school was Eric, other than that I could care less. I made it through the day and that's all that matters right?
So school got out and I had to run through the rain to catch my bus. It was a long bus ride home as it always is. I got home around 4:20 and my school lets out at 2:40. I slept pretty much the whole ride home listening to my music and when I woke up the bus driver was asking me questions about where to go and I had no idea where we were, but I figured it out and helped her. It's hard to believe that I'm the only person on that bus who knows where the hell they are going. So I got home and relaxed, ate some beefaroni which was the first thing I ate all day, and passed out until now. I guess it's time to go to sleep again though. If I had to rate today I would give it a -5. Today absolutely sucked. Not looking forward to tomorrow, but whatever. Dillard can kiss my ass.