Another great weekend in Orlando...
it's been an amazing weekend here in Otown...lots of introspection as a result of some great conversations. I've come to a lot of conclusions about a lot of things, and i'm definitely leaving with an overall feeling of contentment. It's time for me to move on, stop settling for substandard treatment, and realize there ARE a handful of genuine people out there. I think things are going to change for me from here on out...i can feel it.
I'm sick of partying. It brings no gratification anymore. I'm sick of people "who live to party." Grow the fuck up! I'm so over it.
I'm sick of flings. The next person i date is going to have all the qualities i want in a life-long mate. No more settling, no more making excuses for imperfections, no more trying to prove my worth. I want what some of you in my LJ readership have, and i won't accept anything less from here on out.
I still have a lot to figure out, but i feel that i've made a lot of progress this weekend. I know it sounds stupid, i haven't even been here for 48 hours. Events have such a funny way of unfolding...at least it keeps life interesting.
I don't particularly want to go back to Miami. I don't want to stay in Orlando either. I don't know where in the world i want to be right now...
...except downstairs to eat some delicious breakfast that my mom just made for me. Later.
I'm sick of partying. It brings no gratification anymore. I'm sick of people "who live to party." Grow the fuck up! I'm so over it.
I'm sick of flings. The next person i date is going to have all the qualities i want in a life-long mate. No more settling, no more making excuses for imperfections, no more trying to prove my worth. I want what some of you in my LJ readership have, and i won't accept anything less from here on out.
I still have a lot to figure out, but i feel that i've made a lot of progress this weekend. I know it sounds stupid, i haven't even been here for 48 hours. Events have such a funny way of unfolding...at least it keeps life interesting.
I don't particularly want to go back to Miami. I don't want to stay in Orlando either. I don't know where in the world i want to be right now...
...except downstairs to eat some delicious breakfast that my mom just made for me. Later.