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spent all day looking for jobs
i find myself applying for teaching positions and i'm just like wtf i thought i quit to become a writer or an artist or soemthing
bleh
dunno what i want out of this world... just to exist in harmony with everything, is that so much to ask?!
stupid money always seems to be required for stuff
maybe i am just too scared to follow my heart and write, to forget what they say and make things for me instead of for mon-ey
etsy has been a blessing and a curse because it stunts my creativity, making things for sale and then i begin to hate what i create
just wanna feel like i am in the zone always instead of daydreaming about how awesome it will be, someday, in the future
i find myself applying for teaching positions and i'm just like wtf i thought i quit to become a writer or an artist or soemthing
bleh
dunno what i want out of this world... just to exist in harmony with everything, is that so much to ask?!
stupid money always seems to be required for stuff
maybe i am just too scared to follow my heart and write, to forget what they say and make things for me instead of for mon-ey
etsy has been a blessing and a curse because it stunts my creativity, making things for sale and then i begin to hate what i create
just wanna feel like i am in the zone always instead of daydreaming about how awesome it will be, someday, in the future