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I have a few brief minutes before I head off to Aida rehearsal. Today was a good day. Which is so weird, because all that I did was go over to Tessa's where she helped me and plunked out my solos, and then we headed over to the theater to visit.
I forgot what positive enviroments and positive people were like. If I'm not surrounding myself around people who like to lash out and treat me less than I should be, I spend my time alone in my room or at the book store. I enjoy going to rehearsals, but sometimes it's the last place I want to be. It's a weird work ethic. I cant explain it.
It's just time for things to change again for me. I'm ready to get going. Either school needs to start soon, or I want to just pack up and drive. I just need a new out. Maybe I can talk my mom into getting me into a gym membership. I just need something productive. There is only so much laundry and dishes one can do in a day.
*sigh* sorry. I'm off to go get ready for rehearsal. I just hope this doesn't ruin my good mood.
I forgot what positive enviroments and positive people were like. If I'm not surrounding myself around people who like to lash out and treat me less than I should be, I spend my time alone in my room or at the book store. I enjoy going to rehearsals, but sometimes it's the last place I want to be. It's a weird work ethic. I cant explain it.
It's just time for things to change again for me. I'm ready to get going. Either school needs to start soon, or I want to just pack up and drive. I just need a new out. Maybe I can talk my mom into getting me into a gym membership. I just need something productive. There is only so much laundry and dishes one can do in a day.
*sigh* sorry. I'm off to go get ready for rehearsal. I just hope this doesn't ruin my good mood.