nuthing really important has been happening
well its been about a week since i have updated, but nuthin much has been happening. my dad is letting us use his old lil '88 mazda. its a stick and jeska has been gettin better at it. so yeah my dad said that jeska was gettin a car NEXT WEEK! im like whoop whoop so yeah. bt there has been all this dilema with homecomming and who im going with. well the plan was that me and hunter were to go together but just as friends. but then sumthing happened and then he asked brandi,his gf, to h/c but then she told him to go with me... but ya see after he asked her to h/c i kinda go over the fact og going with hunter and me and elyse are talkin to people about goin but havent actually made a decision.. cuz if we go to h/c we wanna hang out and our dates should wanna hang out together too... ((yeah we are picky)) but yeah.... but on sunday hunter spent the WHOLE day with my SISTER, like just hanging out and i kow its really childish but i got so pissed off. then like on monday i was still kinda pissed and since i was pissed at him, he got pissed at me. so after school me and ese are back at my house and then jeska and chris and hunter come over and then hunter said like "god ur so fucking retartded for beeing pissed, its so fucking retarded" and i got soo mad and said "call me fucmin retarded 1 more time" and he goes "ur fuckin retarded" and yerp that sure enuff crossed the line and thats when i decided right then and there that i wasnt going with hunter. so then later that night he was apologizing to me but it wasnt gettin in my head i still had in my head the fact that he called me "fuckin retarded".. but whats said is said and whats done is done. so then like he asked me if we were still going together... and then he doesnt even give me 1 minute to respond (( i talk to other people besides hunter ya know)) and hes all like " fuck it, im not goin so we are goin togteher anymore, hope u can find a date" so then i was like wtf u dont even give me time to respond. and after him being a fuckin asshole to me bout everything he wants to go with me to h/c. like he got my sister to right a note and i no that he didnt think of all those things to say.. cuz uhh duhh my sister talks to me and i no her styling of saying things so yeah that did work cuz it was basically a note from my sister pretending to be hunter, but that didnt work. yeah and then like hunter has just been giving me the worst attitude.. like he has been being supre mean to me and just giveing me cocky/smartass comments. and even if he is joking or not.. it just makes me madder. so yeah... well i finally started workin at wendys after like FOREVER. lol yesahhh.. last week i went to the doctor cuz i had sum kinda of rash on my knee. and like my face was breakin out and it was just gross. so the took a sample of sum stuff that come out of one of the bumps/pimple/whatever it was and they found sum kinda of bacteria in it, and i came out positive for STAFF infection. staff is a serious infection in your bloddstream that can fuck you up. well anyways yah im on meds and they gave me sum shots in my butt. so yeah im not all that feeling great and then when sumone wants to me mean to me... urrggg.... well i guess u no... but yeah i just dono what to doo