So heres the plan
I plan to get up in the morning and do a 2 mile jog to see if that lightens my mood. I've been going on a downhill slope lately. I think I know what it is but that doesn't mean I have to submit to the emotional turmoil it unleashes on me every month. I'm just so angry! Today I wanted to punch every single person who kept asking me "Why are you so serious? Smile!" and those dirty old men who insist on hitting on younger females. Lame and unnerving attempts at flirting. I just play dumb and don't acknoweledge them.
So yeah, a quick jog in the morning. Possibly not even bother turning on the computer until the end of tomorrow. I need to finish knitting Christmas gifts anyway. Might massage my Grandma's hand too. I feel like I get trapped in the interweb when I start too early in the day on it. I have no self control with the internet. It's like how my dad used to tease my brother and me when we were smaller when watching tv late at night: You can't beat cable tv. You may stay up all night but there are too many channels for you to see everytyhing. Same can be applied to the internet: You can stay up and read all night but there is way too much on the internet to read and know everything!! But I still try! Maybe I should've have waited and told Clo not to fix my laptop until later. But I'm so happy he did.
When I kissed him as a thank-you I stayed in his cheeks. He is getting better and doesn't get uncomfortable and pull away anymore. I would have gladly given him something else more as a thank-you and just because but no privacy. He has the softest cheeks and I love love love his manly beard. Mmmmm.... I love facial hair on a man. I can't stress that enough. Makes him look rugged. Not at all like a little boy. Just his whole confidence and laid back mature demeaner. I still have those flickers in my mind that makes me feel like this is all surreal. But then I realize that he is real and we are a couple.
Anywho.... I just love how off tangent this entry went and it's so random.... I'm tired and sleepy... I'll just stop while I'm ahead.
Time to watch Air Crash Investigators via Youtube.
So yeah, a quick jog in the morning. Possibly not even bother turning on the computer until the end of tomorrow. I need to finish knitting Christmas gifts anyway. Might massage my Grandma's hand too. I feel like I get trapped in the interweb when I start too early in the day on it. I have no self control with the internet. It's like how my dad used to tease my brother and me when we were smaller when watching tv late at night: You can't beat cable tv. You may stay up all night but there are too many channels for you to see everytyhing. Same can be applied to the internet: You can stay up and read all night but there is way too much on the internet to read and know everything!! But I still try! Maybe I should've have waited and told Clo not to fix my laptop until later. But I'm so happy he did.
When I kissed him as a thank-you I stayed in his cheeks. He is getting better and doesn't get uncomfortable and pull away anymore. I would have gladly given him something else more as a thank-you and just because but no privacy. He has the softest cheeks and I love love love his manly beard. Mmmmm.... I love facial hair on a man. I can't stress that enough. Makes him look rugged. Not at all like a little boy. Just his whole confidence and laid back mature demeaner. I still have those flickers in my mind that makes me feel like this is all surreal. But then I realize that he is real and we are a couple.
Anywho.... I just love how off tangent this entry went and it's so random.... I'm tired and sleepy... I'll just stop while I'm ahead.
Time to watch Air Crash Investigators via Youtube.