Nov 19, 2011 17:29
So 2 things about today. All traffic related.
I think I saw an old friend today coming out from our old Winn Dixie beside my bank. They were driving their daddy's car so by the time I saw the driver I was already passing the car. Honking my horn would have been useless. Texting wouldn't have been recommended because what if it wasn't who I thought it was? I've made that mistake so many times before. I'd end up looking foolish. Plus I just can't.
I was headed into the library and before I reached the door I think I literally yelled at myself (and then answered! Crazy) not to text that person. Otherwise I'd fall emotionally all over again. And now, by the time I'm back at home, I'm centered and Zen once again. Tomorrow is Clo and my anniversary. I think 10 years. I just got him a card. I'm proud of myself for resisting the temptation. I love how Fate tries to play games with me (sarcasm). But I was strong today. Possibly seeing that person was not healthy. Nearly cracked my emotional state but I stayed in control.
Another car I saw today, a blue version of my own, had what seemed like 20 bumper stickers on their rear end!! It looked so so bad. I thought the point of having bumper stickers is to show the world what cause the car owner believes in. But with so many causes, how can any one of those receive the full attention of the supporter? Unless they're full of energy and very organized, not very much attention more than likely.
love,
friends,
clo