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home for christmas
being home isnt as bad as i thought it would be. im actually enjoying not going out. im not burnt out or anything but its just nice to wake up and not have alcohol still running through me. im totally going to not drink for a week. no problem.
new years resolution: if you dont have something nice to say. dont say it all.
and: only kiss those who you either find reallly attractive or potentially like.
i usually follow this but i didnt once and now im like grossed out
not that this person was gross. but i didnt like them.
ok actually 2 people because at certain points i didnt like colin.
btw am i stupid for not liking him?
i thought so at first but you cant make yourself like someone. no matter how nice they are/seem...i dont think he's really all that great. certaining no loss there i dont think.
too old. not even his age, just like his personality. i felt like he was going to get me in trouble. time out.
no thanks.
oh another resolution: not to be jealous
i've discovered im a jealous person. i dont like it. it must stop.
be happy for other people's friendships/relationships/fun not envy it.
deal.
being home isnt as bad as i thought it would be. im actually enjoying not going out. im not burnt out or anything but its just nice to wake up and not have alcohol still running through me. im totally going to not drink for a week. no problem.
new years resolution: if you dont have something nice to say. dont say it all.
and: only kiss those who you either find reallly attractive or potentially like.
i usually follow this but i didnt once and now im like grossed out
not that this person was gross. but i didnt like them.
ok actually 2 people because at certain points i didnt like colin.
btw am i stupid for not liking him?
i thought so at first but you cant make yourself like someone. no matter how nice they are/seem...i dont think he's really all that great. certaining no loss there i dont think.
too old. not even his age, just like his personality. i felt like he was going to get me in trouble. time out.
no thanks.
oh another resolution: not to be jealous
i've discovered im a jealous person. i dont like it. it must stop.
be happy for other people's friendships/relationships/fun not envy it.
deal.