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so back home.
west sac at least...weird how SD feels like home now in a way. being back wasnt as trippy as i thought. didnt really seem like i had been gone that long. maybe since i've been keeping in such good touch.being back home makes me think that maybe i havent changed that much. i mean i feel different but then maybe not. who knows. im going miss sd for a whole month but i think it will be good to get away for longer than a weekend. keeps one grounded. so weird telling drunken stories to the family. oh the mirror breaking/sam peeing story never gets old.
on a different note. boys. i like them but i dont want the same one around all the time. im such a bro. honestly. i want the exact opposite of what a typical girl wants. but then again, dont call me/txt everyday then dont respond to my communication effort. not cool colin. not cool.
i sorta think i made a mistake blowing blake off cuz he was way hot...but the drunken calls were a little too high school..plus he doesnt go to state. i made a good choice right? right?
i just dont want a serious thing with anyone but i dont want to look back and think "why the hell did you let that go?"
but maybe colin and i only connect when drunk? although monday movie was good and sober? but la jolla was NOT ehhh who knows!!
isnt it weird how theres always that one person that you flirt with but when people ask its like "oh no its just blank. that would so never happen" but then in the back of your mind you sorta want it to but you know that it would mess everything up?
oh god college.
oh btw what a let down david sd was...such a dick. and so short. that one night ruined it, cuz now he thinks he's hot shit.
another strike against colin for living with him. although he cant help it so strike removed.
dad was surprisingly wait, astonishingly cool with the lip ring. did i actually hear my dad say "its your body, perminate or not you can do whatever you want. its a form of expression" who the hell kidnaped my dad?
i've been missing tommy btw. how fucking fickle am i?
just as a friend though.
right?
yes. just as a friend...btw itd be sick as fuck to run into someone while back home, but i doubt it. unless i look like shit then i will.
oh btw. i dont like the person replacing me. i wont say there name but i am glad to be away from them...to bad people miss them more than they do me. bahhh.
west sac at least...weird how SD feels like home now in a way. being back wasnt as trippy as i thought. didnt really seem like i had been gone that long. maybe since i've been keeping in such good touch.being back home makes me think that maybe i havent changed that much. i mean i feel different but then maybe not. who knows. im going miss sd for a whole month but i think it will be good to get away for longer than a weekend. keeps one grounded. so weird telling drunken stories to the family. oh the mirror breaking/sam peeing story never gets old.
on a different note. boys. i like them but i dont want the same one around all the time. im such a bro. honestly. i want the exact opposite of what a typical girl wants. but then again, dont call me/txt everyday then dont respond to my communication effort. not cool colin. not cool.
i sorta think i made a mistake blowing blake off cuz he was way hot...but the drunken calls were a little too high school..plus he doesnt go to state. i made a good choice right? right?
i just dont want a serious thing with anyone but i dont want to look back and think "why the hell did you let that go?"
but maybe colin and i only connect when drunk? although monday movie was good and sober? but la jolla was NOT ehhh who knows!!
isnt it weird how theres always that one person that you flirt with but when people ask its like "oh no its just blank. that would so never happen" but then in the back of your mind you sorta want it to but you know that it would mess everything up?
oh god college.
oh btw what a let down david sd was...such a dick. and so short. that one night ruined it, cuz now he thinks he's hot shit.
another strike against colin for living with him. although he cant help it so strike removed.
dad was surprisingly wait, astonishingly cool with the lip ring. did i actually hear my dad say "its your body, perminate or not you can do whatever you want. its a form of expression" who the hell kidnaped my dad?
i've been missing tommy btw. how fucking fickle am i?
just as a friend though.
right?
yes. just as a friend...btw itd be sick as fuck to run into someone while back home, but i doubt it. unless i look like shit then i will.
oh btw. i dont like the person replacing me. i wont say there name but i am glad to be away from them...to bad people miss them more than they do me. bahhh.