Seriously Bored

Apr 17, 2008 19:21

I am so bored. I really need to start doing stuff with my life. I am in school working towards my degree, but I feel like I'm stuck!

I feel like I have no life. I am really just extremely bored. What happened to all my friends that I supposedly had. They are gone.

I used to hang out with two girls frequently, but now we barely even say two words to each other. I do not know if it is related to what happened over Spring break or what?

I am just tired of trying to get people to like me. Its exhausting. Its either they like me or not.

My relationship with this guy, Garron.... Some of you remember me talking about him when we first started to get together. I really wished I listened to you guys because he was a true asshole. I am so happy to be gone from him.

This is a lot of rambling.... I just do not know how to organize my thoughts. I can't even keep my room organized lol I am just all over the place. I love my school, but everyone is leaving that I know and I kind of do not want to be here anymore. I want to move on. Start somewhere new... new life... Someday I'll get my dream. Some day!

I have so many things that I wanna do for myself. I just have to start at the beginning and go forward, but its easier said than done because I do not really know where to start.

God im flipping bored out of my mind. I am going to for a walk. Maybe I'll feel better. I need headphones for my mp3 player anyways.

I hope this ramble wasn't too whacked out.
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