Remind me again why I'm doing this....
This week has been a tough one. Enduring a roller coaster ride of emotions both right and left because of what's going on. This morning left my feathers in a bit of a ruffle but what's done is done. I'm hoping the weekend will be enjoyable; going out with a good friend tonight, tomorrow is the event formally known as Obnoxious, K&Q champion, Amber's wedding, buying rings, possibly registry shopping, Russ' concert, then class. Wow. It's going to be a full weekend, that's for sure.
I think I'm in need of some breathing time. I feel so overwhelmed by the big changes that are occurring. A lot of people have told me it's a blessing, an achievement, a success, and to look at it as such. Focusing on the fear doesn't help much, but since I'm so used to doing it it's a fall-back for me.
Did something big earlier this week. Felt silly for doing it, but I really thought it had to be done. I know it's all in the past, but I'm hoping that it kind of closed old wounds a bit. *shrugs* As the song goes, I'm moving on.
@~>~~
I think I'm in need of some breathing time. I feel so overwhelmed by the big changes that are occurring. A lot of people have told me it's a blessing, an achievement, a success, and to look at it as such. Focusing on the fear doesn't help much, but since I'm so used to doing it it's a fall-back for me.
Did something big earlier this week. Felt silly for doing it, but I really thought it had to be done. I know it's all in the past, but I'm hoping that it kind of closed old wounds a bit. *shrugs* As the song goes, I'm moving on.
@~>~~