and so life goes on
I lost my dog bear after 15 years last Saturday, Friday night/Saturday morning was the worst I've ever had to experience. She just couldn't stop howling, and I was totally helpless to do anything till the morning. All I could do was sit by her, pet her and cry my head off. I just hope she knows if I could have stopped the pain I would have, God I kept praying he'd take her on so she's stop hurting, but she was hard headed till the end and fought it all. She's happy now thought, probably fighting with my cat tigger up there, silly girl. So Saturday was a long and hard day, felt so strange kinda got sick actually. I barely watched the stars game that night, the only thing that helped was a phone call from my niece, she makes everything better.
Thanksgiving is going to be freaking insane, tons of family coming home I have no clue where I'm supposed to sleep (the floor I guess? Ugh) long as I can watch hockey and drink my wine I'm thinking I can make it threw it...well maybe. I just have to make it threw till saturday..good lord that's a long way off! It turned cool here finally, then I hear today it's going to get back up into the mid 70's for thanksgiving day..so much for my I wish it were cold for thanksgiving dreams! I'll still wish for snow on Christmas, wont happen!
I'll shut up now, and go back to singing in Finnish :o)
Thanksgiving is going to be freaking insane, tons of family coming home I have no clue where I'm supposed to sleep (the floor I guess? Ugh) long as I can watch hockey and drink my wine I'm thinking I can make it threw it...well maybe. I just have to make it threw till saturday..good lord that's a long way off! It turned cool here finally, then I hear today it's going to get back up into the mid 70's for thanksgiving day..so much for my I wish it were cold for thanksgiving dreams! I'll still wish for snow on Christmas, wont happen!
I'll shut up now, and go back to singing in Finnish :o)