Mar 09, 2004 19:17
THEY FINALLY FIGURED IT OUT! iT'S ABOUT DAMN ASS TIME SOMEONE DID. yES i'M FUCKING WHITE. tHANK YOU FOR POINTING IT OUT. i'VE ONLY BEEN THIS WAY MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE! yOU KNOW i JOKE ABOUT IT AND MAYBE YOU'RE RIGHT i DO BRING IT UPON MYSELF SOMETIMES. tHE ONLY REASON i DO THOUGH IS SO THAT i WON'T CRY SO HARD AT NIGHT FROM ALL OF YOUR IGNORANT HALF ASSED COMMENTS. yOU KNOW i'VE BEEN THE BLUNT OF EVERYONE'S WHITE JOKES SINCE i WAS 5 YEARS OLD. tHE AMAZING THING IS, THAT THE HURT DOESN'T EVER GO AWAY. iT STILL HURTS JUST AS BAD AS IT DID WHEN i WAS 5! sO LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE! sWOLLOW YOUR DAMN COMMENTS AND LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE YOU HALF ASSED STUCK UP HILLBILLY JERKS. i KNOW i'M WHITE STOP FUCKING POINTING IT OUT TO ME!!! yOU THINK THAT IT DOESN'T BOTHER ME, CALLING ME THINGS LIKE 'INVISABLE', 'REFLECTOR', 'SEE THROUGH', 'DEAD' AND TREATING ME LIKE i'M DISEASED. THAT'S NOT SUPPOSED TO FUCKING BOTHER ME!?!?! eXCUSE ME i DON'T THINK SO. i WISH EVERYONE WOULD JUST LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE ABOUT MY COLOR. jUST ONCE. oNE YEAR i WISH i COULD GO THROUGH THE WHOLE FREAING SUNNY ASS SEASON WITH OUT SO MUCH AS ONE NEGATIVE DEGRADING COMMENT ABOUT ME.... THAT'S TO MUCH TO ASK FOR THOUGH ISN'T IT!?.... fORGET IT, NO ONE'S GOING TO CHANGE JUST BECAUSE i TELL THEM THAT IT HURTS ME. tHAT i CRY TO SLEEP AT NIGHT BECAUSE OF THE HATEFUL/HURTFUL WORDS PEOPLE INFLICT ON ME WHEN i HAVE NO CONTROL OVER IT... WELL i DO. "They don't win, until you let them win." "They can't get to you if you don't let them." wELL YOU KNOW WHAT?! yOU ALL GOT TO ME! fUCK! yOU WIN OKAY!?!?!? nOW JUST LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE ABOUT EVERYTHING. i DON'T WANT TO FLIP ON YOU AT SCHOOL, BUT i SWEAR WITH THE NEXT COMMENT i WILL. i HATE YOU ALL AND i'M SORRY THAT YOU'RE TOO IGNORANT TO REALIZE THAT SOMETHING PEOPLE JOKE ABOUT THEY ONLY DO SO TO MAKE YOUR COMMENTS HURT LESS. i REALLY FEEL BAD FOR YOU AND ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS, JUST SIMPLY BECAUSE YOU'RE SO DAMN IGNORANT AND STUCK UP.... fUCK IT. i'M OUT. i HATE MY BODY.... hAPPY NOW?
"I'm proud to be an american, sure, but I'm not so proud to look like one."