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in other news i got another tattoo this one is a back piece. i'll post a pic when i can find someone to take a pic of it, the photo won;t do it justice but i want to show off anyway, it's not finished i needa bout 2 more sessions to get all the colour added. i love it, i can't help but feel that something so beautiful shouldn't have to live on something so grotesque and ugly, but maybe this will inspire me to shed the extra weight, although i have been trying and it doesn;t seen to be doing any good. i can't ask anyone for advice, they will just try to placate me with lies.
I have loads to uni work to do but i just can't be arsed. i have other things on my mind that when i was at work didn't pray on my mind all the time cos i was busy. now i have a week off and so far it's been torture. apart from when my mum and sis came up this w/e, that was nice but i still felt that i'd let them down because i haven't lost any weight yet. you'd have thought that literally walking around for 8 hours a day, 5 days a week for 8 weeks would have done something to help, and i haven't been eating that much, sick people put me off my food.
i'm not in a very good frame of mind at the moment, and forgive me for appearing to be a little emo bitch about the whole thing but everything is really getting me down at the moment, it's like i can't fight it off anymore, maybe its a good thing, if i face up to everything maybe i'll be able to sort it all out. anyway, watch this space for tattoo pics
I have loads to uni work to do but i just can't be arsed. i have other things on my mind that when i was at work didn't pray on my mind all the time cos i was busy. now i have a week off and so far it's been torture. apart from when my mum and sis came up this w/e, that was nice but i still felt that i'd let them down because i haven't lost any weight yet. you'd have thought that literally walking around for 8 hours a day, 5 days a week for 8 weeks would have done something to help, and i haven't been eating that much, sick people put me off my food.
i'm not in a very good frame of mind at the moment, and forgive me for appearing to be a little emo bitch about the whole thing but everything is really getting me down at the moment, it's like i can't fight it off anymore, maybe its a good thing, if i face up to everything maybe i'll be able to sort it all out. anyway, watch this space for tattoo pics