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im scared that he'll leave me.... i know i probably deserve it but, if he does it at his house....i have no chance o going home if it's like on the 4 or 5th, im staying til like the 12th. i just want to crawl into a corner and die. he makes me feel bad about the stuff that i thought we were over with. but know he thinks i care about jesse more than him....i havent spoken to jesse since the carnival. things are getting really screwed up and jim can be a really violent guy sometimes. he'll go after the people who made him this way and make their life like hell.............counting mine. he knows my weaknesses, and he'll go through everything to make mine and jesse's lives hell if we break up. he can say one thing to each of us and itll hit us with such force that it hurts. its because its such sensitive topics that we never want to be put against us.