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I ate by myself again today. I don't think i've eaten a meal in the commons more than once with people in the past few days. I don't know, it's not all that bad. I like to think that I'm becoming more independant. I also feel like these days I need a lot of time to think about stuff. I also feel like I have grown out of a lot of things, mainly Santa Barbara. I guess this is heightened by the fact that on every one of my tours, people say "ooo, santa barbara, it's beautiful there" or "why did you ever leave" or something like that. And I don't know. I guess i've outgrown it. I feel like i know everyone there (in a not good way), like i can't go anywhere and be anonymous. I think it's a nice area of course, but i just know that i don't want to live there when i "grow up". Just about the only thing i miss about home is my family. And even then, I've been able to go longer and longer without seeing them. But the more independant i become the more I appreciate and understand them. I realize that I havn't updated in a while, and this is a pretty lame entry to start my college postings with. But I really don't have time to make a lot of entries. Not that anyone cares.