Nov 09, 2004 18:18
I'm ready to go home. I miss my friends. I miss my good friends. Friends that like more than one side of you. The feeling is really hard to explain. Kaite Simon and I had a really good talk about it last night. I mean I guess I have friends here, and I really like them. But they only like one side of me. Either because that's the only side of me they've seen, or because that's the only side I show. i guess it's 'cause a lot of times I'm afraid people wont like me when I'm not always happy and giddy. I miss my girlfriends particularly. I feel like the girlfriends I have here I don't exactly mesh perfectly with, or that they always have another girl who they would rather hang out with. I miss my friends who know me, who know all sides of me, who love all sides of me. A lot of this depressing talk could be contributed to the fact that I am listening to "on my own" which not only has sad lyrics, but makes me think of les mis, and theater, and just all my sb friends. Who I can talk about ANYTHING with. *sigh* I can't wait for winter break.
P.S.-I miss mock trial a lot too...:`(